Here No Longer

I'll just give a very quick rundown of the past few months for me in terms of my ongoing transition. Yes, it's happening.

I started on hormone therapy on the day before Thanksgiving (have my estrogen and my anti-androgen stuff), and I've thrown out all my men's clothing except shoes and a few graphic tees. I'm taking them to Goodwill where they won't haunt a trans woman's closet like ghosts of the painful past of denial... I have several dresses and skirts now and I wear them... quite regularly... And I love them to *shreds*. I like almost everything happening to my body, it's nice it's becoming the way it is supposed to be even with its minimal downsides in my mind~

Also I have a trans girlfriend now, but she lives all the way in Canada.

Can't think of too many places in the states particularly, but I definitely would like to see what's become of Washington State with my own eyes in the past... 13 and a half years...? I'd surely rather live there than here... Fortunate I wasn't born in the mid 2000's because I'd definitely hate it here now.

Crazy what a few months can do 

Honestly, not much of anything at all. In fact this is the first time I've been actually active here in 6 months.

I occasionally speedrun a couple of categories in Kirby Super Star Ultra when I feel like doing it. I don't really feel a need to get anywhere in particular with them though.

"Has this place fundamentally changed at like any point in the last 5 years?"

Sad for reasons I can't talk about here.

"Wow I didn't expect a more neutral women's deoderant to be this much of an improvement over men's..."

My deadname is already here don't need to go over it, but yeah I hate it.

My preferred name is Cathy and I really like it that's why I chose it... Also some significance to it~

I had a dream several times around 9-12 or so where I'd wake up (as a boy), drink a glass of water, walk out the front door, walk down the steps, and then step over an endless hole, falling through it and turning into a girl~ I think it was very much a hint for being trans honestly.

I've told about this dream before but didn't remember until recently I turned into the girl I was to begin with (just didn't realize it) at the end

Now extremely happy!~ I got to go out to the grocery store in girl clothes for the first time, in the middle of the day!!!

I'm still riding on a wave of euphoria as I type this!

Getting over some dysphoria I had waking up this morning...

Basically, a transition goal~ Also I have a second monitor but I'm not flooding the thread over a few extra icons~

Excited for an appointment tomorrow! I'll be on my way to getting hormones for transitioning!~ 

No on both counts honestly...

I'm currently single~ Have been now for about 3 weeks.

Now, I am, have been for about 2 weeks at this point... Though my ex and I are on okay terms and it would be awkward for me, a woman, to be with somebody only attracted to men...~

"You know what screw it, I'm going to get ahead of myself for the sake of adding diversity to a character roster. So excited to get this out there, but roadblocks are a B"

I'm a transgender female, not sure whether I'm a nonbinary one or not though.

Red knee highs and a purple flowery dress. Safe to say I'm not matching~

"Am I honestly part of a we?"

This video made me learn that foxes are adorable~

I don't think I was me ten minutes ago...~

*Now that I can actually properly participate in this*

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Well I'd mostly have *loved* to have been born a girl outside of a couple of things neither I can mention here, but my birth assignment as male I'm beginning to loathe more and more.~

I hate the parts, I hate the chemicals in my body that are like *oooh nasty things*, I hate the look, I hate the clothes I had to/still sometimes have to wear, I hate the way society thinks people born male should be, I hate the lack of girly parts... The list goes on but it's safe to say for me being assigned male at birth is increasingly irking me.~