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  2. Ice Princess Silky

    Extrovert!

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Learning stuff, I dunno...
    The day before yesterday, I learned something about myself that was a complete game-changer…

    Thanks to my friend, @EpicEnergy, I’ve realized that I am an extrovert. I remember when @Sir Hugsalot
    posed this possibility to me as a fact once and I was offended. 

    I was like “Hau DAER yew, sirrrr… Am not an extrovert because am very shy and am reserved about me private matters, am also not shallow… YARGHH (pirate noises)”

    Each friend of mine is valuable to me and this is why I adore Pinkie Pie — she GETS it. She doesn’t just run around making friends cause she wants validation or to feel loved — NO! She **sincerely** gets to know each and every person! And it ENERGIZES her!! How interesting that someone named Epic Energy made me realize that about myself, his counter was, “yes yes you’re shy and all but…. Are you ENERGIZED by people?” To which the answer is….

    YES!!!!!!

    I am ENDLESSLY fascinated by people. And before you can sneer your nose down at me and ask “Why?” As I’m used to receiving from the common person…. Allow me to explain it like this:

    Look at yourself. Think of your memories. Your unique experiences that are completely unfathomable to everyone else because they are 100% strictly unique to only *you*

    The biases that society may have of you are irrelevant. You are unique and you can’t ever be replaced. Ever.

    Even if you had a twin, even if you had a genetic look-a-like, there won’t ever be another person like you. Ever. You’re 100% unique…

    Now, multiply this by BILLIONS OF PEOPLE… and we’re talking about something on a legendary level — like the universe, itself. Consistently spiraling and expanding beyond our limited comprehension.

    This insight about myself made me realize my strengths vs my weaknesses. I always hated being alone… and it made me feel pathetic and weak… because a lot of people seem just fine being alone. They either make music or art or something. Whereas I need to be in the public either making a business or engaging with people in some way…

    But this is seen as normal. So nobody makes any comments on it.

    I also have a rich, internal life that is beyond my public association. And you guys literally add to it, so I’m happy to give back to you…

    Yes, I already get a lot of insight on the outside from my other friends. Yes, I know. I run a tight ship with a steel hand in a silk glove… Yes, I get it, I have personality traits and lots of memories…

    But you guys….
    What your friendship offers me are like abstract gems and diamonds more precious than anything this material world can offer…

    So, I just wanted to say… thank you <3
    For growing and learning with me…

    It’s also funny because I’ve literally had members of the forums tell me, “You’re so strong, how do you manage so many people without getting drained?” And I always looked at them in confusion… I don’t see myself as strong… even when I’m happy to assert morality over an injustice.. I don’t see myself as strong…

    I just have a lot of energy xD 

    Speaking of which, I dedicate this song to you, Epic <3 
     
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    Conspiracy theories of Silky

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Banterlot
    The theory that Silky is Sir or Sir is Silky and one of them is a paid actor who pretends to be the other simply just because.



    The theory that she only has many friends because it costs them exactly 1 soul (screencap below taken with permission)
    The theory that her thirst for chocolate milk is infinite and only mentioned to placate her Insatiable dark side.


     
    she was the one who started the war against the mods and counters group (all screenshots shared with permission :v ) 
     
  5. Ice Princess Silky
    Just a little bit of a Content Warning to those of you who are more used to the fluffier topics, this one's a little bit more low-tone. So skip if you're in a sad place or wish for something a little more upbeat <3 It's just one of those moods. 
    Last night and earlier today, many of you were concerned by my change of mood. I apologize for this… I did express a bit of sadness and vaguely explained. But I just want you to know that I am okay since sincere concern is being expressed. This is mainly just an internal thing… nothing to be too concerned about…

    I did explain that I was disappointed in myself and certain behaviors that I had done. I accidentally hurt a friend without meaning to... 

    I’ve been trying to understand it and mostly what I’ve been coming up with are just interesting patterns throughout my life.

    I think this … peculiar reaction may have come from my having to pent up a lot of emotions that I was not allowed to express because “everyone else has feelings and they’re more important and stronger than you — even if they’re baseless and, quite literally, destructive to the people around them. Swallow your own feelings down and do nothing — or you might make things worse and it'll be all your fault!”

    This has probably given me a bit of a harsh, internal streak that I’ve been expressing as of late towards those of a perceived notion similar to the sentiment. It is always a reaction and not an active force trying to “take something down.”

    It happened even socially when I was with a group and everyone was having a lovely time and getting along and someone decided to make a drama due to them struggling with seeing all of the fun… (some people just really don’t like that, at all) so, instead of showing them compassion or enabling this rude behavior, I simply protected the people who were having a good time and asked the person wanting to disrupt it to please take some time to themselves until they can find proper help and sort out whatever was causing this desire to make others feel bad.

    Interestingly enough, I was right. They were perfectly okay after the private talk and realized that disrupting everyone’s lives just to make a scene and make things about themselves - was not okay. I was fearful that my coddling them would only further enable the behavior — unless of course there was a proper base for such a reaction, I simply won’t do it. They probably thought that was a “sudden change” in my nature, but no. I’m quite consistent with my sentiments and my intent. This was a separate situation altogether, however...

    I think this has been such a recurring theme in my life that I’ve developed a bit of a reflex. When I see a group being invalidated or dismissed or told they don’t matter because “x group has an opinion or feelings that x group thinks are better.” I become aggressively defensive and protective of that group…

    It may just be a side effect of some recent events with a group who, quite literally, thought themselves and their feelings vastly superior to others despite the damaging effects they’ve had — they were just too full of themselves and each other to care…

    *le sigh*

    It has slaughtered a lot of my enthusiasm and happiness for trusting people again since I was so sincere and open. But you know what? This is something that I’ve got to wrestle and take down. I can’t allow it to consume me and develop into a possible “siege mentality.” This is not who I am… I need to claim who I truly am and be faithful to that. Should anyone have any malice or ill intent, they can just slide off of my silk and fall into their own kind <3

    I take pride in my ability to rationalize and remain calm. When I know something is the right thing to do, I can be so hardy and focused that people who mistake me for a “fluffy air head” are surprised and even feel betrayed… as if I’m “dubious” or “have another side to me” instead of just accepting that I’m a living being with feelings and multiple dimensions. These feelings can be seen and even calculated to sum up to a very consistent thing. I also try my best to match my sentiments with my words, so I’m very communicative.

    If I see there is an issue and people ignore that I’m expressing that issue… why do they feel so betrayed when I’m trying to solve the issue? Cause they thought they were gods who can dismiss it and suddenly I have to, as well? Absolutely not. This has been a problem that's probably contributed to my reaction.

    When I know the right thing needs to be done or said, I will have it done or said. Simple as that. Regardless of favoritism or biases.

    But in this case… “being right” didn’t matter. I hurt someone that means a lot to me and this person isn’t even a hostile individual. They’re kind. Gentle. Secretly very warm even if they come off as cold and distant at times. And they've been so helpful to me...

    It’s so odd to know that the idea that I may have caused them even the slightest form of distress or discomfort has disrupted even my sleep last night… I woke up feeling like there was a heavy weight over me… They’re probably just fine and over it and here I am.. completely crushed…

    Perhaps this is also a sign that I’m developing… healthy feelings, again. I don’t care about being right or winning… I had to care about that before when I was dealing with individuals trying to use their feelings to manipulate my own as well as dismiss real situations… but now… I can be sincerely open again… this is why I’m making this blog. I’m hoping I can try to find my way back….

    I care about my friends. I care about who they are… I wish to honor each and every one of them, because, they’re my friends. And even if I don’t fully agree or prefer that particular mindset… I’ve always prided myself in my ability to honor who people are.

    This is why Pinkie Pie was always a fascination to me. Almost an idol in how she reacts to her friends. Even if something like a freakin ROCK is their interest… she’ll find a way to honor that rock the way her friends wish to honor it… and learn more about them!

    Even using this analogy seems like an offense because “rock” tends to have such an insignificant definition to it. When Pinkie understands the depths, connections and hidden meanings within them.

    As we speak, I am thinking of a geod I was gifted. I was so confused when I received this gift… it was just… a rock. With a rubber band wrapped around it. When I opened it… there were beautiful glistening crystals within…

    I mention this to explain that even when I say that Pinkie will honor a mere rock so long as that’s what her friends like — I do not mean it dismissively or in a form as if to belittle — I mean it exactly in the sense that… if you love your friends — truly care for them — you’ll understand their interests hold some form of hidden meaning or treasure that you cannot see. And it doesn’t matter who is “right." This was literally my original resentment towards a section of the site that was moved… the focus becomes so much on debates that we forget who our friends are. And this is so ironic that I’ve slipped on exactly that same banana peel <3

    Anyway, at the risk of this blog post digressing any further due to the scrambled state of my mind, I shall end it here. Hopefully I can learn to sort out my thoughts AND my emotions without having the struggles I’ve had to deal with before. Sorry that this is all over the place. 
     
  6. Ice Princess Silky

    Celestianism.com <3

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Celestianism
    There will be several parts to this blog <3 

    The storyline where my OC is given her own exploration and application to the philosophy and the actual content of the material for you and your OCs to explore, as well <3 

    Here are the pages to some of the book for those who are interested.

    https://celestianism.com/the-celestianism-bible/

    https://celestianism.com/about/

    https://celestianism.com/commandments/

    https://celestianism.com/sun-and-the-moon/
  7. Ice Princess Silky
    Ok ok ok so the movie is for today! I'm super excited but I have to hold off because I'm waiting for my friends to watch it with! @Ocean Wavedream pls hurry ;~;

    I'm SO CURIOUS and have SO MANY questions! Like, how is there no magic? What happened? Was it cause of technology? What about the Windigos? Where are the mane 6?! Gosh, I won't be on the forums today because I don't want any spoilers but guysss. I'm just sooo excite ;~: 
     
  8. Ice Princess Silky

    Alicorn surprise D:

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Storyline
    Oh my gosh! My lovely friend has surprised me today with a gift art!


     @Kramathia @Sparklefan1234 @Sophie H. @Trot Shuffle @Hugs of Sir Manys and all the other making jokes about Silky needing to become an alicorn --
    looks like your wishes are being heard D: 
    This art is so beautiful! Thank you so much, lovely 
    *hugs to my lovely friend*
  10. Ice Princess Silky

    Forumversary today!

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Reflecting
    Wow! I can't believe it's been nearly ten years! So many years of knowing so many lovelies. I was mainly very shy and lurking but enjoying the stories and connections I've always heard were being made on this lovely platform. I took a dive into some old memories today and I just wanted to say I am so grateful to all the lovely people I've met and the character growth that I was a witness to see and even be a part of.



    I will forever be grateful to these forums and the priceless friendships it has blessed me with. 

    Also, random note, I was looking through these old animation clips I was forming together and noticed the the tiny human version of the narrator had Silky's colors. 
    It's been all just such a blast from the past and I'm happy to still be part of this blooming community. 



    Here's to a Happy Forumversary for @Sparklefan1234, me and anyone else who joined in on this special day. 


     
  11. Ice Princess Silky

    That Night...

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Banterlot
    Sleep? Sleep?!?! What is SLEEP?! I must work to progress and see things through! 


    @TBD WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE WORLD CUP IS ONLY IN A FEW DAYS?!!?!?!? I NEED TO GET SOME EVENT COORDINATORS IN HERE!!
    **Pulls in @Aticus the Adequate and @Skylight Scintillate into the team and misspells 'chaos' in their welcoming thread.**


    @Luna the Great of all the Russias points out that there's a typos in 'chaos.'






    ** MUST HIGHLIGHT AND RECOMMEND THE COMMENT THAT ADDRESSES THE TYPO IN ORDER TO HIDE IT. YESSS YESSS THAT'LL DO IT!!!!!!! **** 

    *gigglefits* Art by @Luna the Great of all the Russias #Accur8

     
  12. Ice Princess Silky
    Seriously, if it weren't for these forums, this little doodle would have never come to be. I like having any little excuse to make or interact my character with others. So ;~;
    Gosh, thanks to the fashion event for making this possible. Even if I don't win the badge, my heart <3 I'm so happy

    Aaaaand speaking of fashion -- VOILA!

    The final product....


    Don't tell Rarity or she'll freakin panic! I still think it would look soooo nice on Izzy tho c:
  14. Ice Princess Silky

    I am SO proud of my little ponies!

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Friendship is magic!
    You guys! I am so honored to know those of you who have proven to be strong friends during the harshest of times. Ough, even today with dealing with my silly loneliness.. @Windy Breeze@Starset Twinkle and gosh.. too many others to list, but you're gonna make me cry, so let's just stop while we're ahead... 

    When @Sophie H.was not feeling at her best, @Pandora immediately chimed in to gather everyone up to get her a gift! I am honored to be the plushie in this gift art as it symbolizes that I will always be there as a friend to you just as you always were to us, Sophie. The wholesome yellow mare noodle pony! We love you so much!!
    Thank you everyone who pitched in! @TheRockARooster@Astral Soul (My L'orb!!!!) @SparklingSwirls@Sir Hugsalot@AyalonTHE MUFFIN PRO! @Dynamo Pad@Aticus the Adequatethe derpycus! @Aurora Glimmer

    Together, you've truly proven that friendship really is magic when we get together to cheer someone up! 

    HUGS FOR SOPHY-DERP!!!


  15. Ice Princess Silky

    Meep! D:

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    friendship
    I'm a little nervous about later today. I was invited over to some friends and after the lockdown and becoming adjusted to isolation and "steering clear" from passing/receiving the virus, my social skills have plummeted. I used to be a social butterfly who mingled and hung around so many people! In fact, I love people....

    But I've also come to realize that I've been such a poor friend to those who were there for me/pursuing me during this time. I think I may have developed a lockdown depression and since my instinct is to retreat so that I don't "rub off my sad mood" on people, they may have taken it personally.
    Which, I don't blame them, but I feel soo sooo guilty. *sigh*

    So, now it's my turn to try to make amends. But, I hope it doesn't seem fake or forced since, in a way, I am feeling so anxious that it is a little forced. @.@ But definitely not insincere. I just hope they can forgive me one day....

    How I feel right now having 
    to overcome my anxiety.
     
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    Cute ;~;

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    trolls, adventure, sir hugs, silky, cute, adorable, Silly Druid
    When people read this and thought "whoa, that's legit." 
    You lovelies know how to melt my heart... 


    I'm glad the little troll learned to have more laughter in his life and not be so grumpy ;~;
    Maybe everyone needs a friend? <3

    Credit to @Silly Druidfor adding +15 warmth to my heart. x3
  17. Ice Princess Silky

    Next day nwn

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Reflecting
    Yesterday was very interesting. I hung out with friends and even met new people. I think I shall do one thing every day to take Mark's advice in hanging out more often nwn

    Also, this song video is so sweet, it makes me sentimental.
     
     
  18. Ice Princess Silky
    Disclaimer to the outside/public reader:

    Well, then...

    It has come to my attention that you have mostly voted for me to be yeeted into another dimension. How DARES! 

    After all of the chocolate milk I have taxed out of your fridge! Relieving you of your burden of having them! After all of the new confining and restricting rules I have placed to ensure the crushing weight of my tyrannical plans remain -- forever -- this is how you repay me? With a ban? Well, clutch my pearls.. I have nevah! 

    So, what's the grudge here? 

    @Curious Ge0rge So what if I snuck into your home that one time and left a trail of chocolate milk after conspiring this plan with the forums for months before your birthday? It was just a joke! Taxing you of all of that chocolate milk later made it better, right?  

    @Chaos-404-Not-Found So what if we banned you continuously over the smallest of things that was not even your fault? @Sophie You got turned into a platypus after taking one of my potions in an RP story-arc.... then we rick rolled you over and over and over after making you stare at a standing waffle for a suspenseful moment of time... @Luna the Great of all the Russias So what if we blame you for our admin shenanigans because we know you secretly have the admin buttons somewhere? You got tied to a chair that one time and forced to tolerate our shenanigans. @TheRockARooster We forced you to throw pie on your face. That one time! Okay... and another time this year. >.>

    What's the problem? 

    This is friendship! And friendship is magic!! 

    But fine. I will go. 

    Also @Rainbow Cloud we had some fun times... teaming up against @Captain of Fun in retribution to his fun hating ways... and here I am being banned! @Lleys... et tu, Lleys? Et tu?

    I will have you know that before I go, I will be posting a video of @Curious Ge0rge getting a pie to the face -- because that will be my revenge.  He was runner up, after all. And I need my consolation prize.

    With that said. I shall be going on a three day vacation!
    But when I come back... I shall be avenged! And stronger than ever! 


    Also, I am done with you people putting this on the HEADLINES! WHY?!

    https://thedoubler.tk/posts/2024/1/30/mlpf-administrator-banned-from-the-forums-2772


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    Lord of the Rings - Book One!

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    MLP LOTR Reading
    I'm excited to announce that today is the day that I'll be reading this book with a friend of mine! 
    I've always wanted to finish the trilogy and honestly.... I've shamefully fallen behind on reading this year due to all of the real life stuff going on 
    But with a friend to help keep me in check, there shall be no excuses! I will be pestering them every single day to ensure we're both doing some reading together as we've both fallen behind 
    3:00pm today I shall start and post my thoughts on such chapters today.

    Yay to friendship and keeping each other in check!!!


  22. Ice Princess Silky

    The Silken Disciples

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Celestianism
    I have been meaning to make this blog for quite some time! But with so much going on in my life, there has just been nonstop delays. And now there is no time for more delays <3 So let us make haste as MLPF proudly introduces The Dawn of Celestianism - a Silky translation of the philosophy now known as Celestianism!



    "Gather around, little fillies!" The pink Pegasus would gather the little ones around her as she would begin to open a tome. The book was heavy and dusty, it was simply an old book she had found of old myths and stories abandoned in an old cottage. But she was happy to share and partake with the little ones. Some of the content was strange and easy to confuse with controversies as well as other opinions, so Silky was happy to leaf through the pages as she'd find hidden gems to share with the little ones. Suddenly, she would pivot! The little fillies and colts widening their eyes in sudden alarm.

    "The DAWN of Celestianism!" Silky with raise her hooves dramatically, but the long sleeves were too silk to stay in place and simply rolled downward to her shoulder -- causing the ominous appearance to look more silly than threatening. 

    @Silverspark184 would be among the little fillies and Silky would smile towards her. "Any questions, little ones?" 

    The pink pegasus would prop an image of a stained glass of Celestia atop the surface of a table. "Here we go!" gesturing towards the beautiful alicorn, "and this, is Celestia! The legendary figure of many a myth!"

    The little fillies would hover their gazes inquisitively as they would notice another figure beneath the white one featured. "Who is that? Her shadow?!" A little filly would squeal, probably @Silverspark184or her sister. 

    "Oh," Silky would blink as she'd peer close to it. "No, this is actually another legendary figure in her own right. Remember, lovelies. We cannot have light without the dark. One is not superior to the other. They must both be respected. Both have a destructive aspect to themselves and both also have a very productive and beautiful aspect as well. Everything in moderation."

    "What does the book say!" One of the fillies would squeak. 

    Silky would press her lips together into a thin line a she'd look to the tome with an overwhelming gaze. "Quite a lot, actually..." she'd sigh. "I do not know where to begin..."

    "Ohhhhh then let's digest it piece by piece!" the enthusiastic voice of an adventurous colt would chime in out of nowhere.

    "You guys really want to do this?" Silky would tilt her head to the side inquisitively.

    The collective sounds of gasping and cheers would commence, "yes yes yes..!" 

    "Well, it is quite a lot to go through, but sure... piece by piece, we shall explore and see how we can apply the legends and stories to our present lives."

    The little fillies and colts would squee and scramble with the thrill of impending adventure! "Yes! Let us wear robes like you!"

    Silky would bring the hoodie over her head so that only her muzzle was visible. "Boo!"

    The little ones would giggle. "Yes! And we can be the followers of such lessons. You can translate it. We shall be the disciples of Silk!"

    With a guffaw, Silky would protest, "this is just your excuse to get your own silken robes, isn't it?"

      

    Celestianism is run by @Princess Celestia! Owner and founder of Celestianism.com <3 We at MLPF.com are happy to implement and unite with these lovely people who make such things of the community possible <3 Hoof-bump!
  25. Ice Princess Silky

    The Return of MCM

    By Ice Princess Silky ,


    Christmas agony and betrayal D:
    It's been a crazy beginning to MCM! 

    @Props ValRoabeginning with the announcement of "something is coming..."

    A sudden spark from @Courageous Thunder Dash and now, finally, the shenanigans. They begin! D: 
    And I was finalyl struck!

    After SOOO MANY YEARS of flexing!! Changing @Silly Hugsalot's name as a part of the initiation ceremony of joining our nonsense... now... it's finally happened....

    Santa Hooves decided to grant @abrony-mouse's wish of calling me Silly Wings 

    "Poor me."


    It was literally after a RANDOM ROLL of numbers! But fate had cast the die.
    The #1 winning was Sir and he literally confused me by having my name changed. I thought I was hacked D: 

    Luckily, this treachery was avenged by having Jeric's name changed to @Mayonnaise (Mayonnaise, in case the name changes in the future ) BUT now Troblem's name is @Bing Bong! (Bing Bong!)

    WILL THE MADNESS EVER END?! 

    Apparently not! Because now there's a huge battle between people voting for me or Jeric er... I mean Mayonnaise to sing!
    But how can Mayonnaise sing?! Is Mayonnaise even an instrument?! 

    Here are the polls I've awoken to...



    WE WENT FROM BEING TIE AT: 9 - 9 
    TO THEN BEING TIE: 14 - 14
    TO NOW BEING 
    16 - 16 

    GFDIGDFJHDJHDTHS

    THIS IS MADNESS!!!

    And now.... as if this weren't enough...
    I am now brewing up a new potion -- Er... I mean, thread...

    This isn't over yet...

    UNTIL THE NEXT STRETCH GOAL - SEE YOU THERE!!!


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