EtchASketch

Ouch...my back hurts when I straighten it. It could be because of my horrible posture while arting.  or because of my old age

8 minutes ago, Acinonyx said:

I miss having a cat so much.  Give that cat a pet from me. 

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I'm okay, I guess. 

Take!

Well, I'm doing much much better than last night. I was going to get to work on an animation, but this silly cat is laying on my legs and I can't reach my stylus! But I don't want to wake this precious creature. So I'll just talk to you all in the mean time! 

(P.S. Thank you all for the kind words and understanding.)

Oh. Okay. So you're calling me stupid because I didn't do your little handshake right. "A Labrador could get that before you do." LOL Hahaha that's so funny. Right. I'm laughing so much now. (Not saying dogs aren't smart...) I'm only sad from this. What am I thinking? I shouldn't waste my emotions or time on her. It's so tiring. ._.

Saddened knowing I can't make anymore birthday gifts for friends...I don't have the time to anymore..Happy Birthday everyone in advance, I'm so sorry!

3 minutes ago, papermare said:

nervous about posting/mentioning how i feel but i do feel extremely stressed out, and lonely. had a bad episode last night and the guilt is eating at me, at least it wasn't the worst i've had but still

Don't be afraid to share how you feel here. We're always here to listen. c: have hug :c 

Howdy, and welcome to the ★Forums★! I hope you have a positive and fun experience here for however long you're here and can make many friends. See you around! 

I'm thinking about something that no lifeform has ever had the knowledge of. Some planet-shattering, mind-blowing, ground breaking information....

Cereal is a soup...but SOUP IS NOT CEREAL!!!

Welp, there goes the timeline and the fabric of the space time continuum because a mortal found out the greatest secret of all.

I'm happy to talk to some people today and make them happy. (Or at least smile a bit!) 

Also, I'm making good progress on an animation!

"If you think about it, we're all edible." -CelinaSpookyBoo

So much better today. I can better articulate the events that occured yesterday. Immense headache, extreme heat, nausea, dehydration, and  starvation (which caused weakness). I could hardly walk and talk. I wanted to eat, but I could not. I was so, so drained and when I got home, I devoured my food, took a shower, and went to bed abnormally early. (6:37 PM) I slept until 1:33 AM and went back to sleep after checking my phone. I woke up again at 2:09 and couldn't sleep again. After a while, I slept at 3:10. Finally, I woke up at my alarm for 7:00 AM. Which was recently. All night, I had the wildest dreams like my sister getting sucked into the treadmill(?) and myself sleeping in the fridge. Well, the latter one was more pleasant. When I woke up, Mother was so concerned and worried. She thought I slept the whole fourteen or so hours. I told her I woke up periodically and told her about my insane dreams. She said they were dreams of delirium. xD She also stated she would find a recipe for an electrolyte drink so I get my energy back. I feel fine now. This all makes me wonder if I'm a water creature and the sun evaporated most of me.

Welp, time to eat now. :p

Eh, not good. I had a neurology appointment (to see how the medicine was affecting me and for my migraines/headaches.) By the way, we go to Missouri which is where the nearest children's hospital is. It's much busier than where we live. It's so hot outside. I actually got a headache from the heat, so I took my medicine a few minutes ago. Anyway, when that appointment was over, we went to get Applebee's take out. I was extremely hungry, but I couldn't eat in the heat because the sweltering weather made me nauseous. So I had to wait until I got home to eat. I was so hungry I started seeing kaleidoscopes and felt fatigued and weak. I'm still recovering from this headache, so words aren't really forming. Basically had a bad day. :p

Stop?

I'm joking, I never believed in him. Or at least, never got the chance to. I was too logical and analytical as a little kid. 

My dreams have been awfully quiet lately. They're not fun, not sad, just numbing. Just a white noise and it's always foggy outside in those dreams. Of course, there's usually a cat. Sometimes it's him and sometimes they're a new cat. Hm.

Very uncomfortable. Why'd she show me that. ._.

15 minutes ago, Longhaul said:

I have a great appreciation for all of my friends, but in particular, there's @Ice Princess Silky <3 @Sparklefan1234 @Clawdeen @EtchASketch @Snoopy Fan @Crypty Scribbles who always give me a lift when I feel down.  Thank you.

I'm always here to help and so is everyone else if you need anything! I appreciate you so much 

Brain power 

Books

2 minutes ago, Bairro M Vagrant said:

I feel heart breaking, I didn't finish the birthday gift in time,,, It's the last gift before the next long training ends, I feel my self so useless

I feel so awful, I failed

I think you can still finish it for whoever it's for! Late Birthday gifts are still appreciated c:

As much as she's hurt me over the years, I can't help but feel bad for her. Mother has been on this weight loss journey and reaps no benefits from it. Mayhaps some extra stamina, but that's it. Even when she loses weight, she gains it back. Mother is really upset today about this since she has put a lot of effort forth to finally lose weight. Yet there are no positive results from it. While I was eating breakfast, she asked me, "Do I look extremely fat to you?" I said no. She doesn't look overweight, she just looks like herself. (I think everyone is beautiful physically no matter what, but they can have horrific personalities.) Of course, she thought I was lying. So it seems she's really insecure about her appearance which I can relate to. It was heartbreaking hearing her dismay as she talked about it with me and told me how disappointed she was. After all of this hard work and there's nothing to get for it. I understand that. I just couldn't stop myself from empathizing with her. Some may read this and think, "Why are you showing such care when she doesn't for you?" My understanding for how she feels doesn't mean I'm validating her actions. I just can't stop myself from caring for people. :p Welp, that's all I'm thinking about. 

Like my head is going to explode 

4 minutes ago, Slumberlumber said:

Considering how much awfullness seems to be happeneing in the world, I'd say no. My dad says that you can never have too much of a good thing.

Well, thank you, Slumberlumber! I was considering being less than nice (only pleasant) if people were tired of my positivity.

Does telling people positive things each day really start to lose meaning since it's said too much? Is there a too much? 

That this is a Lyra emoji and not a Lightning Dust emoji... ":arethosehands:"