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  1. Davey the second

    The truth. 

     

     

    This has been bugging me for a while now. I want to explain a feeling I felt quite some time ago. I don't really remember when I felt this, but it was a few years ago. A very faint sense of death, like it was not far off. It felt all too real. I haven't taken drugs or anything to get that. I just felt it. It was like looking into the inside of a pipe, and seeing something dark, but only for like a second. 

    I've spent so many years raging and fuming inside, hating, scheming, lying, that the presence of that whatever it is, it actually felt refreshing, despite the assurance of death.

    I've wasted away, gone through the motions, walked the same boring path. And that path lead me right back home, to sleep away the night, and come back tomorrow to do it again. It's all the same stuff. I haven't truly been happy for years and years. I'm tired of being the upbeat one. I just want to lay in bed and pull the covers over my face. 

    The prophecy needs to come quicker. I'm getting bored of this bland materialistic life, where men in suits tell me what to do and what not to. "Go this way, do that." I am not in control of anything. I do not have freedom or civil rights or the right to anything, but the law says I do. It's so boring. And the distractions like mlp aren't helping me anymore. 

    I want to die, honest. I'm not suicidal or any dumb stuff like that. I'm just tired. I listen to others scream about how their brothers, of their brothers, of their brothers, are evil dirty monsters, and that they all should be publicly executed. I'm dragged back down as I reach the surface, by hate mongering imbeciles whose only purpose in life is to be disgusting. They put me back on the angry emoji pills and I'm back to square one. I become what they are.

    It's never going to change. 

    It will get worse and worse, as sibling kills sibling, mother kills father. Until some fool finally does launch the nukes.

     

     

  2. Davey the second
    Life is full of such lows and highs. I hope she is happy wherever she is right now. (Heaven, I'm assuming. Or wherever good animals go.) I remember a part from the book wonder. August has a run in with kids who are in like the 7th grade. He's pretty shaken up, and when he gets back to where he normally was (Idk some kinda trip thingy outdoors with all the other kids) he says that a horrible day for him could be a boring average day to another person. I had the most boring day today and yesterday. I had no clue you went through that.
  3. Davey the second
    So I know I said I wasn't gonna post again, but then I got really bored. So I logged back in. How are you guys doing?
  4. Davey the second
    I hope you guys and gals have a wonderful weekend!
  5. Davey the second

    After considering my options, I'm not going to post here anymore. 

    Yo you guys stay excellent and keep doing your own thing.

    See you!

  6. Davey the second
    I've been thinking about a mlp dragonball z hybrid fimfic that I think would be cool. It would feature this new character named Dusk, a mixture of the mane six, kinda like cell where he has all their powers combined. Twilight being the protagonist and Dusky being the antagonist. Appearance-wise Dusk would look really similar to twilight during the first season of the show before the alicorn stuff. Idk what I'm going to do with him yet. I do have an idea for a fusion between apple jack and dash. I have yet to come up with a name for it though. I was thinking about making her the gen 2 or 3 applejack colors, green and red ( I don't remember what gen. )
  7. Davey the second
    Sorry to bother you guys again, but do you know any grimdarks I haven't seen yet? I've scoured a lot and haven't found anything really interesting that wasn't cupcakes or rainbow factory. I gotta stay lore accurate to my bio Lol
  8. Davey the second
    Thank you for clarifying
  9. Davey the second
    Nice! I might try and see if tumblr has people on there too.
  10. Davey the second
    Is anybody still active?
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