I'm happy you decided to still be with us on Tea Talks @ComanderZhabikKlavik
That pressure must be hard to deal with, and mental can struggle, but look at the bright side: you know where you want to be and where you don't want to be, which is hard to know most of the time. And you're also getting better dealing with your shyness (you made me feel like I'm not alone in that).
As @Acinonyx said, I think the same:
And nice fountain pen, by the way, now I want one like yours for my diary.
I wish you both great success in your projects.
Stay strong!
I'm pretty sure my mik with yogurt can be considered tea.