Do svidaniya

14 minutes ago, Clawdeen said:

Yeah I stayed in a place like that as a teenager for like...a month. It's a pretty horrible experience ngl.

Jeez that definitely sounds horrible, no-one belongs in a psych ward but especially not teens what the fuck man. 

6 minutes ago, Clawdeen said:

I can imagine that was rough. I volunteered for Crisis textline for a bit. It's a really difficult thing to do. 

I wasn't part of the medical staff that did all the fucked up medication stuff thankfully, I was the domestic side behind the scenes.

But I hated how dehumanizing the place was for the patients, being spoken to like a child and having all autonomy taken from you must suck. And that's the lightest side of it. Too many people got worse afterwards. 

Lot of nasty stuff went down behind those walls that no-one knows about. 

They've been hazy recently and I'm not remembering them too well, but I'm getting flashes of journeys through dark forests and blackened cities. 

I would never work at a psych ward again. 

...still isn't right. But what is it hmm?  I'm going to sleep I think.

Some high rating for psychological horror idk. 

It's with the others. 

The kind of feeling that gives you cold shivers in a warm room, and the inexplicable feeling that something is wrong. 

A rock/metal version of the MLP theme by a someone called RainbowCrash88 that I downloaded in 2011, doesn't seem to be uploaded online anymore. 

Preparing for work, blah. 

I take 5 minutes of direct unfiltered sunlight daily, straight to the retinas.  You know, for eye longevity. 

Uhm, you don't wanna be doing that. Thankfully they are not here, and will never be found.

Small pizza thing and a no-longer-so-artisinal doughnut (they ruined the recipe).

12 minutes ago, Raskolnikov said:

GET OUT OF BED

SHAME BELL TOLLS FOR THEE TOO

 

 

Why do I put up with you.

No I'd obviously take it and throw it as far away as possible, yuck water - I've got all this delicious sand to get through. 

I do appreciate its been less humid the last few days. 

If it's bad enough? Lay in bed and fever dream and wait for death, or get better, whichever comes first.  I don't get badly sick very often, at least.

I need to wash my hair soon, getting itchy. 

Not finished yet, about 30 minutes in and will get back to it later. This could prove interesting though... 

I am okay I think.    

I've already been through both my hero and villian arc and now I'm onto something completely different, I don't know what it is. 

3 hours ago, Iforgotmybrain said:

Not really. But it must be said that seeing a mod visit your profile is a bit intimidating , like the forum equivalent of having a police car behind you while driving.

I'm clear.  @THE FBI however...

8 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

I don't think this is how you prepare yourself for a super-early meeting, Claw.

I don't think there even is a way to properly prepare oneself for a meeting that early. 

Oh man, 2013? Hmm let's see. Lotta sad stuff here. 

It's probably painting a large house with a guy I didn't know very well, but we bonded well over the month+ it took to paint that house and were friends by the end of it. We lost contact back in 2018 and I don't know where he has gone, if you're still out there Pawel - I hope you're living that best life. 

6 minutes ago, Clawdeen said:

Wait does this mean you’re actually the malicious demon whispering in @Bairro M Vagrant ear?

Coconut ice cream dyed blue with salty pretzels does sound maliciously demonic.  Hmm...