Do svidaniya

Phone keyboards are the absolute worst. I don't even have fat fingers but I have to correct almost every word in a sentence because it's so small.

If indont almsit every enseence will look lielbthis.

Signed a petition to declare the current ruling government a terrorist organization. I don't believe in petitions whatsoever but it'll be amusing if they have to make an official statement about it.

Nooo the only thing to eat for dinner is whatever became of the disaster lasagna yesterday? Being meguca is suffering.

I had a nap because I didn't get enough sleep before, at least I'm feeling more rested now.

I should start braiding my hair again, its been a while.

7 hours ago, Ice Princess Silky <3 said:

I am thinking you can be added to the list with @Luna the Great of all the Russiasof people I harass regularly (with permission, of course) 

You can go right ahead with that. 

I think I should have no more shots of vodka as I need to get myself to work later at some point.

(Don't worry, I know I have to be ReSpOnSiBlE, I can temper myself. I am okay. )

It is once again the first 6 minutes of Storm by Godspeed You! Black Emperor.

It will always be the first 6 minutes of Storm.

Looks like I might be here by myself from now on. 

New laptop has been delivered. 

The nights will be mine again. 

Now to get REAPER and all those VSTs installed. 

Were those rejection nightmares?  What is up with me that doesn't normally happen... 

I ain't really sure, some sort of sadness broke over me in the last hour or so. 

I had to do a double take at that title, who's flavouring goldfish and eating them? 

And here's the Chernobyl diving video, the panic at 40 minutes in when they thought they lost him. 

5 hours ago, Ice Princess Silky <3 said:

YESS!!! Yes yes yes @Luna the Great of all the Russias Bwahahah take that!

“It is objectively as perfect as Garfield makes it sound!” Yeah right. He, Garfield, lied to childhood me!! This is personal! 

It is NOT that amazing and now the layers of dislike added like the stack of disappointment that lasagne has proven to be in my life. 

(jk with the passion of anyone is wondering lol but it’s good that I am not alone xD ) But yes, Aki! Yes! XD

You get it!

Que @Raskolnikov and I taking shifts whisking the dammed béchamel sauce trying to thicken it up for over 45 minutes in a kitchen rapidly reaching well over 30°C to the point we said "Fuck this, we're ordering a burger. " (Funnily enough abandoning the task made the sauce thicken up but by that point we were already stuffing our faces with something actually tasty, we assembled the disaster anyways and shoved it in the oven and the results... aren't pretty.)

My mum historically always made the worst lasagnas, nauseatingly gross béchamel sauce sandwiched between slimy sheets of pasta with a weird tasting tomato sauce, why would anyone torture themselves with this. 

This has only solidified my conviction that this is an irredeemable dish. 

Why did I have to go and forget to bring any painkillers tonight. Pain so intense I can't take a full breath and it's probably only going to get worse as the night progresses.  (And yes the irony of being at a hospital and not being able to get any painkillers is not lost on me.)

Today I learned my hatred of lasagne also has multiple layers, much like a lasagne itself.  Not only does it taste mediocre but it is also the BIGGEST pain in the ass to make.

Never again.

There are better tasting things out there for the tiniest fraction of the effort it takes to make. 

Oh yeah this is the other Bolt I have.  He once travelled deep into the Australian outback to come find me when I was lost.

The lands are struck with sorrow
An overwhelming fear
The prophecy of an ending
The last day is near
The ones chosen to battle
A great quest they bear
The warriors are gathered
The wisdom of the prophet, hear!

Soldiers, brothers and allies
Hear my words
On you I trust the burden
To defend our world

Lightning strikes
The sun is blackened
The whole world shakes
And burning fragments rain

The thousands of warriors
Chosen to fight
In grief they are marching
Through the night
The ancient terror will rise
As foretold by the wise:

"Tämä ikuisesti pelätty loppu meitä lähestyy.
Taivaalta sataa verta ja susi meidän jumalamme syö.
Ei kukaan säästy kuolemalta. Ikuisen kaaoksen valta.
Tämä on viimeinen yö"

Serpent! From the endless depths, rise!
Into oblivion this world will demise
Forgotten terror unleashing its wrath
The seven seas into chaos lash
Not only by sea does evil descend
Every corner of this world fire giants will rend
Every man and god will fall

Ragnarök will crush you all!

Brandishing a sword of revenge
Surtr brings death to all manner of things
Fumes will reek and flames will burst
But the giant king destroys himself

Yggdrassil will shake from root to summit
Earth, heaven and hell will quiver
Nothing is left after destruction's work
Behold the power of mighty Ragnarök!

Karelia - Insomnium

One of my favourite instrumentals.

I really gotta get my motorbike ready to go back on the road again. I miss that shit so much.

Oh yeah's it's July now.

The companies:

The duality of pone.                

I have finally just ordered another laptop.

At last. The nights will be mine again, and the real work can once again continue.

"A fox kicked my ass?!"

"Just get a car, you'd have the biggest advantage against it."

Nothing. You could say I own everything that I own.