Raskolnikov

Happiness. I will reign supreme as leader of evils.

Anyone remember when studios at least pretended to have original ideas? No?

No, I don't like making friends from work (not really surrounded by the country's brightest or curious ) and I haven't made any at any hobbies yet. I have one work friend (or rather, she USED to work at my work) but she has kids so it's easy to end up in the backburner, haven't spoken in a year and apparently I was the only one initiating conversation or making plans and I shouldn't be the one doing that considering her lifestyle

"There should be a mod to run over animals."

Listen to Sylvanas Windrunner get uncharacteristically festive.

What a beyond cursed image...

No, but I'd be curious to figure out the technology involved in this genderswap cloning process. What's stopping me from making thousands of copies of myself and storming parliament? They can't stop all of me

I stopped when it became clear it was irrelevant to vent and vent when nothing changes and there is nothing left to say at all. Haven't touched it in years, totally pointless.

I absolutely do, that kind of stuff means a lot to me. I even still have a damn postal envelope from when @Acinonyx mailed me when I was still living in my family home a decade ago. I usually hate clutter but I get super attached to this kinda stuff lol

Ditto on the unexpected unplanned stuff. I need at least a day's notice to adjust my expectations otherwise I either won't do the thing, or I will be varying degrees of grumpy while doing it lol

Facts. Oh no, I may or may not like someone's avatar. Who gives a crap what I think? Your avatar is for you not for the rest of us, it has no effect on anyone's lives Same.... which is why I thought you were a girl for a while sjfkafjsjf :x

I'm definitely of the opinion that it's better for it to develop naturally from friendship rather than sought after... I can't imagine calling someone my partner and I don't even know what they're like yet. How can people date people they aren't even friends with?! What's even the point???? That said forget romantic love, finding and developing friendships is hard enough as is

Haha thanks :] There is also an awkward quirk for me - for one, my parents had me before they were married so I carry both their surnames, and secondly my home country doesn't use a Latin script for the alphabet, so when they put my name on my national ID the police station HORRIBLY mistransliterated how my mum's surname is spelt on the English/international fields... and then I left my home country, so my mum's surname was mistransliterated BACK to a Latin script that was already incorrectly mistransliterated before, so now people struggle with pronouncing BOTH surnames to the point sometimes I worry about border guards finding the mistransliterated surname suspicious because it doesn't at all look how it would look in its ACTUAL, simple, Latin spelling, it looks made up and doesn't adhere to any naming conventions I go by my chosen name these days, but I can't use that for legal stuff, and I always cringe at the error. I'm hoping to figure out a way to fully legally change my name one day at home but it's an awkward and complicated process, but I think I have a good individual case here. My sympathies for people who struggle with similar troubles omg

I always dread how doctors are gonna pronounce my name at clinics here lol. Even if it's not my fault for how wrong the staff pronounce it I always feel like I'll be looked at weird by people hearing it... ^^"

I drink and I feel this. I told a coworker once that I like going out in nature and he not only seemed bamboozled, he also asked me if I drink while out. Dude... Sure, I've brought drinks before, but if you 100% NEED to be intoxicated to be out in nature everytime you either have a problem or don't like nature as much as you think if you can't stand it sober wtf?! And yes, in the same workplace it seems everyone's hobby is drinking... I've encountered this in north Europe a lot, Poland is the same. Yet there are some southern European countries that are very lax on alcohol and yet don't have the same degree of social problems involving it. In some cases I suspect those people are placating themselves for making choices they regret lol, "no you MUST have kids! EVERYONE gets the urge to have kids SURELY, otherwise I'll have to reconsider my own agency in life decisions I regret!" Dragging you down so they don't feel their own regret. I find those reasons so gross lol, your experiences are not universal. In any case I wish more people did what they genuinely want to do instead of what society tells them is what they want to do. - I don't like Marvel, or Star Wars, and I'm ambivalent about Lord of The Rings. This makes me feel like an outsider around most people lol I also didn't watch Game of Thrones even if if sounds interesting, the amount of, uh, 18+ themes in it just sound like a bummer to watch when I like my fantasy to be a bit more whimsical.

I really need to see a doctor about these allergies... they've been flaring up 24/7 indoors no matter what I do, my nose is always blocked somehow

"I hate it when the house leaves at night."

"This might as well happen. This isn't even the first time I've had a poo explosion this week."

Is that a demo of My Requiem I put on by accident...? o.o" Aleah's voice actually sounds more haunting and echo-y in this, they should have kept the voice that way.

Middle name debut in username..... :oo

I miss swimming, it's a national pastime at home during the summer cos of temps I pass the time in front of the fan until the only worthwhile season of autumn arrives.

Nocturnally helpless and weak in the light Depending on a prayer Pacing deserted roads to find a seed of hope They are the trees Rotten pulp inside and never well Roots are sucking, thieving from my source Tired boughs reaching for the light It is all false pretension, harlequin forest Awaiting redemption for a lifetime As they die alone with no one by their side Are they forgiven? Stark determination poisoning the soul Unfettered beast inside claiming sovereign control And now the woods are burning, tearing life crops asunder Useless blackened remains, still pyre smoldering Cheers I'll drink to that

Glad I went to bed earlier last night cos I'm still tired... how much worse would it be if I hadn't? God my appointment today is just gonna be weird, I've been so focused on the recent family drama my actual everyday issues are in the backburner. My brain is like... no issues or emotions found I didn't even feel stressed about that email I've literally reached the point where it's like "ok can you stop doing all this shit now it got old" -_________-

Omg. I can't remember if I've watched this ages ago but this is goooold omgggg Feeling amused : EDIT: omg yeah I HAVE watched this.

Nothing to add, just wanted to say I more or less agree with you. :]