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  1. I had to revote on this.

     

    I still kept the first vote untouched -- Applejack. I'd write a legitimate reason why I love her, but I'm lazy as hell and I cannot find my copypasta.

    The second vote was Trixie, but I changed it. I don't know what was over me back then... Oh wait, I know, I haven't met the wonderful Queen Chrysalis. I mean, damn, Cheeselegs is really awesome. While she's quite rude to other non-changelings, she is like a mother (note: LIKE A MOTHER) to her subjects. The bond betwean them and her is really strong, and I like that. (pic related). Also, those holes...

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    Also...just the other day I... kind of downloaded a few pictures of her... post-787-0-40019100-1370341013_thumb.jpg

     

     


    So, yeah. She pretty much either cast a spell on me, or it's real. Of course, I'm not the most devoted or loving fan of Chrysalis, don't get me wrong, but I love her quite a bit.

    And third: I changed Lyra to Derpy. While Lyra is still awesome, Derpy.. I don't know, she's my favorite. I mean, what's not to like about her?

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  2. I keep everything to myself. I just.. don't want to tell people stuff about them. Of course, there is always this point where I hold too much problems "inside me" and I start "venting". In real life, I tell jokeish things about them. On the internet, I mix in my problems in my posts/comments. Luckily, it only lasts a week or two, so people don't have to hear me bitching a lot. ^^. Plus, now I can vent in SASforums (yay).

    And, I usually let time do the work for me... I'm a bit too weak to solve my problems alone (at least most of them).

  3. I love these kinds of threads. Anyhow, last time I cried was... 5 years ago? I don't know. It has been so long since I cried.. I don't even remember why I cried that time. On the second thought, maybe I did cry this one time, like a month or so ago. Ah, yes. I was really feeling depressed about life and myself I even started crying. Though, except for that one time, I never really cry. I assume I'm so depressed I cannot feel other feelings, like sadness, happiness, joy, fear...- never mind, that feeling of when lacking a gf and so on. So, yeah, depression numbed my brain so hard I now can't feel half of the feelings a normal human can. biggrin.png

  4. Oh boy, I hate when I cannot fall asleep quickly. If I don't fall asleep rather quickly, I start thinking about life. I start thinking about how I could have done things better and what would have been the outcomes of certain situations if I did better. I think how much I would have achieved if I wasn't me.. and how many opportunities, both in social life and in life in general, I missed because of anxiety. These things keep me awake up till around 4 AM. I must say that time flies really fast when I'm thinking about stuff at night, though. So maybe it's not that bad. ^^

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  5. Warning: a reasonable amount of depressing content. Viewer discretion is advised.

     

    Anyhow, silly non-jokes aside, I think that there is next to nothing that drives me forward these days (or in other words, there are few things I'm passionate about nowadays).

    I have dreams that give me hope and inspires me. Some of them are really wild and they are probably never going to be true though, like me getting a pet fox. Of course, as I said, as time passes I'm getting more and more pessimistic about these dreams -- I am starting to doubt that I will ever gain/achieve these dreams of mine... which seriously damages my passion of trying to learn about subject related to my dreams. Also, I had a few hobbies and a quite a few things I liked, but over time they have become... not so enjoyable anymore. I used to sculpt a lot back in the day, but one day I just gave up on sculpting because I saw I was going nowhere and I keep on making horrible sculpts. I even am starting to doubt about my cooking skills. Of course, I'm never going to be, at most, similar to Gordon Ramsay, and I'm not that good now, but.. there is this self-doubt that doesn't allow me to progress (so to speak). Heck, I'm even losing interest in two things that gave me so much joy in the past: ponies and furries. Nowadays I just don't feel so passionate about doing stuff related to those two things. I also liked to program stuff, but as with everything, that passion went away.

     

    tl;dr
    Back in the past I was passionate about a lot of things, like foxes, ponies, furries, sculpting, cooking and so on. But nowadays I lost a lot of interest and passion in these things.

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