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  1. Maxos

    Should I meet someone?

    By Maxos,

    I am so afraid to post this, but. Ah.. I have been thinking and I now feel I am ready to meet somebody. I have been single for a long time and I am thinking to meet someone. But I fear of the out come.
     
    What do you think I should do? Should I just wait and shake this lonely feeling away, like I did with all my other emotions such as depression? I am a happy guy and I do my best to complete things that I said I would finish. Plus I do everything in my power to live up to my word. Compared to the way I was before, I am doing much better! 10 fold.
     
    But now I have this lonely feeling again, in which I haven't felt for over a year. Should I meet someone? I only just got to this point in my life were I am on top of the world. Should I share this life of mine with someone? Or would it be my down fall?
     
    If you have any advice please comment. And I guess I could use a match-er, a person to find the perfect girl for me.
  2. Maxos
    There has been some recent developments that has completely crushed me.
     
    A My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic themed Minecraft server called: PonyCraft, just closed its doors for good a few days ago.
     
    It may seem silly. But I had so many friends on that server and I always Role Played with them having the most fun time I have ever had. Made some true friendships.
     
    But now with PonyCraft gone. Everyone including me were shocked. Everyone scrambled to get back together and make sure that the community was still alive despite PonyCraft dying.
     
    It was good at first. But then a lot of things happened that I still don't understand why. The community has broken up and I believe there are two to three servers now branching off of PonyCraft. I only know of two and I'm in the one that is lead by a regular user named Admiral Cubie. *Sigh* Things have been hard. Griefers came through and burned our town. Worst part is that the Griever was another PonyCraft Player at one point of time and it only stirred emotions even more. Everyone is just back stabbing each other and its horrible. This Community was one of the things I cherished the most because of the friends I made here. I wouldn't be a Brony if it weren't for them. My heart was put into PonyCraft and now suddenly it died along with the heart felt community I once knew..
     
    I've never felt so tired and sad in all my life for my friends.
     


     
    - Maxos
  3. Maxos

    Sooner or Later

    By Maxos,

    I have been walking the streets of my imagination and I've come realize something that has been hindering me deeply.
     
    This is going to be walking through my mind, heart and soul to find the answers I need as I write. So there's no point for Grammer Nazi for there will be mistakes, both in literature and plot.
     
    There is this burning desire running through me. I normally handle such emotion. Being as I am, I can block out feelings so I may continue with life. But I can't stop this desire to be loved by someone. Its an empty void that needs someone to care for me. I have more people than I can handle who I uplift every day. But I can tell you this, I have not one person who cares for me. Though I have many friends, none of them truly connect with me. I need them to be my friend with my interests in mind. But It has to be them and their problems. Though I do answer their call for help. There comes a time were one needs someone to uplift them instead. I feel like I am drained of my energy, leaning on this broken table of creations. I have nothing to fight for, nothing to live for, nothing to die for. I came into the Brony fandom feeling this way and for a time it faded away. But now it has returned with a fierce vengeance. Isn't there someone out there that has any care with in their own heart to spare me?
     
    I walk in this house of friendships. Finding myself used all the same, with no friendships indeed.
     
    Sooner or Later one has to give up. Please just don't get involved. This is a blog post, therefor is my heart and soul. Writing about me may be displayed for you to see. But you don't throw yourself into my life with out the true intention of actually being my friend believing ya can fill this void of mine. I know for a fact now, I can only be alone and that's my true character now. Solitude is apart of me as much as the sun is apart of the stars. I don't Blame other people for my life's problems anymore. I'm just sorry I wasn't somebody worth your time or interest.
     
    - Maxos
  4. Maxos
    I seem to have a personality that these forums helped me realized and I am surprised.
     
    I am strict with myself and what I do, so you'll notice how organized I am and how professional I approach things, or at least try to. But when it comes to people, I must ask permission for everything. I can't control people because the last time I did that, I was beaten up emotionally. Then the trolls where no help either.
     
    I seem to be a know it all, but I don't say anything unless asked. And its not opinions I raise, but rather what I actually know, so I could very well say "I don't know." I kind of dive into things in extreme detail, so that's why I say I'm a know it all, because it feels like I'm rambling. Much like right now.
     
    I put other people before me to the point I tip over. You could say you can run all over me. But I do have a mind. Cross me and I'll give you what you deserve, you wouldn't be the first person I yelled at. But this is almost impossible to achieve unless you're drive in life is to ruin me.
     
    I use my mind. My heart is second. I understand determination and sacrifice more then "Empathy" as my ex-girlfriend would put it. But yet I feel for those in need. Maybe its because I have been up lifted by the Brony community in many different areas and the general lessons of My Little Pony Friendship is Magic. Love & Tolerance I guess Does this mean I have a Heart if I'm a Brony? I am starting to get that vibe.
     
    I make Music, Videos, blogs/writing material, Minecraft servers. I bit my nails, I scratch my hands. There's so many pointless things I do its stupid. Lets go back to me music!
     
    All my lovely music and future videos of all sorts are right Here
     
    O I am do art on random times so its not something I do unless needed. At least I finally know how to use the blood GIMP program. Its much like Photoshop, but free. So I can add some nice thumbnails to my videos now
     
    Ah yes, I play games a lot. Well I use to be, until I discovered the beauty of art, whether it be music, poetry, writing, animations, or just a plain quote. I found the world of being an artist wonderful. Its why I make music now, and I write. Not something I thought I'd be doing.
     
    Anyway, anything you make, I find beautiful in its own way, because it was made out of you're own heart's desire or admiration of another. you put yourself into what is there and I appreciate such devotion to even the smallest of things, because it just absolutely beautiful!
     
    Well thank you for reading this far. But I am done now.
     
    - Maxos
  5. Maxos

    What is a Brony?

    By Maxos,

    Note: this was pasted from my Tumblur. I want your reviews and opinions on to whether this is accurate. If not, please comment or send feedback to my Tumblur.
     
    I want to explain what a brony is.

    No no! O dear goodness no. Thats a clopper. I'll make a note about them and another form of My Little Pony (MLP) fan base after this one about Bronies.
    A Brony is a teen/adult Male or female (normally male. For females its Pegasister), that is proud to watch "My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic", or for short "MLP:FIM". This show is ment for 4 year old girls and is very colorful and girly.. and just not ment for guys at all. This doesn't explain why Bronies exist. My Little Pony franchise is in its forth generation TV show. We will have to back track to the old days

    The First Generation of MLP was mostly to market their toys in stores. the theme of this generation was base on fantasy such as dragons and vilians. The story was executed poorly and the plot was down right bad.
    The Second Generation of MLP had the same animation of the first one. The theme was base on modern times. About dating and bullies at schools. The normal modern life with lessons basically. The idea of dating and bullying and no action or any real plot, didn't catch heat on anyones interests. The show canceled before it finished its first season. (Or it finished, but didn't come out with a second season?)
    Now the Third Generation

    This one finally took hold of little girls. I can't stand how girly this one is. The plot and theme for this one, are that of both the first and second generations. There are dragons, fantasy adventure, socializing. But not once was there violence. This show was strickly for young girls. The show was more successful then the other two. But only had the audience that could probably only pay for the show to be aired.
    Now this is why I am a Brony.

    The Forth Generation of MLP. The theme is a copy of the Third Generation I guess you can say. But in this case they took a whole new turn for the franchise. Hasbro bought the rights to MLP show and its merchandise. When this happened I don't know. I believe they bought it when the Third Generation aired. But what Hasbro did for this generation, was let the writters and developers do their own thing with this series of My little Pony: Friendship Is Magic. Because of this, they got a team together. The lead director was Lauren Faust, the creator of the "Power Puff Girls" A successful show filled with action and comedy. Now that they had a team to do whatever they wanted. They started the Forth Generation.
    Now I explain the show that Bronies love and hold dear.
    My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic, was aired in October 10, 2010. Too peoples surprise, the show was good. Characters where well done. The plot was great. The action wasn't censored for younger girls like in the Third Generation. And the animations where incredible. The new MLP team took the series and gave it a whole new make over. In both idea of the show and animations. Because of such a bold move, people started to take notice. This community website called "4chan" thought they should see what all the fuse was about. They had the intention to dis' the show and say how badly done it was. But instead, they ended up loving the show. They upload pictures to their website 4chan from the show MLP and added captions to them. Much like this one:

    After one or two popped on the website, an explosion of these pictures raided the website. Because of such activity from these new pony lovers, 4chan had to ban all pony related content on their website. Now people weren't happy about this at all. Since they couldn't post about MLP. They ended up making their own websites. One that was formed because of 4chan ban is called "Equesteria Daily". It was and still is, the safe heaven for all Bronies. By this time the name took its form. But not all Bronies went to Equesteria Daily, some moved on to spread their love for the show on other websites. From this point on, people started to learn about My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic, in a big way. Almost anyone that watches their first episode are attracted to continue. Then find themselves watching season 1, then 2. Thats how a Brony begins. Whether or not you get involved in the community, you are indeed a Brony if you like the show (Unless your a 4 year old girl). Its your choice to accept the title.
    Now for the community. Because of the lessons My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic, The community became what the name describes. They accept who ever, when ever, into their group "hug" I guess you can say.

    Bronies are able to connect to other Bronies because of their common interest in MLP like as if they already know each other. Its a mystery, to even me, why such a bond could be formed in a matter of seconds. But its one awesome moment when you meet another brony. With all the things you can relate on and understand what the other is thinking, its truely amazing. One thing that Bronies do to regonize one another is called a:

    A fist pound basically.
    Now, with such a loving and accepting community based on a TV show meant for 4 year old girls. There are going to be people who disapprove of this. Also very attracting to "Trolls" (A bully on the internet). Brony's already got banned from websites and rejected from people in general in the time of 4chan. But that was only the beginning. As Bronies spread across the internet, Trolls now heard about this and started attacking. Many flame wars (arguements) crashed every where that MLP content could be found. Bronies being what they are, they couldn't help but defend their follow comrades. Most fights where heated conversations from both sides. But the Brony community couldn't stand for this kind of violence because of what MLP:FIM teaches. So they decided to make a counter troll:

    Because of this, Bronies moved on with their lives with haters all around them and couldn't care less what other people say about their life style as a My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic, fan. But no matter what, some Bronies still fall pray to the Trolls on the internet and there will always be some flame wars.
    Thats all I need to say about Bronies. Hopefully your questions are answered. But now, I encourage you to watch the show if you ever want to say anything bad about Bronies. You can't judge a book by its cover. In most cases, people think that people who watch MLP:FIM are gay. With all I told you, about the show being well written and animated. That is a serious shoot and miss. Watch the show. Then

    Thank you For taking the time to read this.
    - Maxos
  6. Maxos
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    You may look and decide for yourself who and what are at fault. This is the full cover and history of what happened in this whole ordeal, at least on my end. Please be respectful of the individuals involved. Thank you.
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    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    When you know someone else is talking through one of your accounts. Ya know ya friend well ^,^
    11/18, 5:08pm
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    What?
    11/18, 5:34pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
    Dion was trying to fool meh on LoL on your Red Rooster52 account. And ah seen ya joined TS but Ah just got back from dinner
     
    Ah caught on quick when Dion started talking acting like you.
    11/18, 5:58pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Be sure to tell Dion he lost what little respect he gained/had. Ah very much tolerated him at your birthday for you but sorry ta say Ah ain't hanging around him anymore
    11/18, 5:59pm
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    Lol your too funny that was me
    11/18, 6:00pm
     
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Mah comment still stand
     
    s
    11/18, 6:00pm
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    Dion was not over.
     
    Lol thats mean.
    11/18, 6:01pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    you were ta meh so it might as well reflect on someone Ah don't like :I
     
    reflect it*
    11/18, 6:02pm
     
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    Well then I dont think nobody should deserve that kind of hatred. To a guy who thinks he knows all thats just jerkish.
    11/18, 6:04pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Assuming that you're implying me, not sure how to respond to being called a jerk.
     
    Please think about what you say next. Because not only have you set me up, lied, focus my "hate" on somebody else but also called me a jerk.
     
    11/18, 6:07pm
     
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    Well if the shoe fits.
    11/18, 6:09pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    You really don't know what you just did, do you?
     
    I won't even bother
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    November 19, 2013
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Katie wants to come over to your house and hang out, bringing me along with her.
    Might as well get this out.
    From your point of view, I understand that you think of me as a jerk correct? By me having the wish to no longer hang out with Dion. Now from my understanding I said nothing to you, called you anything, or hurt you in anyway shape or form. But rather you naturally defending your friend I assume.
    Dion and me have had bad blood from the start, he himself never said sorry for what he did to me and I could of been hurt, resulting in my father working alone on the farm at harvest season.
    Whether or not you wish to respect my decision based out of the provided situation. You caused a lot of harm towards me last night.
    You called me gay, but even I shrug that off right now because that's what we do all the time is call each other that since I like My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. But what really got me was the fact you took it to another level, making me believe it was someone else on your account and acting much more rude. As a result, you further toyed with me when you said it was really you, making me believe it was Dion and twisting my words and turning the tables into making me look like a jerk from saying Dion lost what little respect he had left from me and I didn't want to hang out with him anymore.
    After some review: You lied to me, put someone else into what shouldn't be theirs to be concerned with and called me a jerk.
    You've always had that one thing about you that always seem to be first in any given situation. A wall that I, nor do I want to break down. Whether it be pride or a sort of ego of yours. I know for a fact you won't say sorry for what you did to me last night and I certainly am not going to do it for you.
    You've always done this. For example, you've never took the time to listen to my cries of sorrow and shame, you never been there for me other than play games and fool around. You've always and never did stop pointing out other peoples flaws, whether they are true or not. Gossip, its all that it is and I am sick of it. Henry and Branden fell victim to not just you, but by me as well because I only wanted to agree and be on your good side. But now I see everything I tried to do for you was in vein as you can't help but play this same game of yours against your own, what some would call, brother, after all the time we spent together.
    As a side note. You can't deny that you said so yourself that you didn't want these two boys and that I wanted them back, because I actually cared about them, unlike you.
    So I am done. You aren't gonna say sorry and I am not gonna wait for it either. If Katie comes over to your place, have fun, because I am staying home.
    11/19, 12:02pm
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    I'm sorry for acting like a jerk yestaurday. It was because I felt like crap because my best friend is in the hospital and is probably going to pass away I know I shouldn't of snapped at you and I'm sorry for it. I don't know why I did that and what was going through my mind. But all I want to say is that I'm sorry and I shouldn't of done that. Because in the end your my only friend who will truly listen to me and instead of calling you a jerk I should of asked for your help. I'm sorry.
    11/19, 12:28pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Ah am surprised, but then again only something of that nature would provoke that in the first place.. Who is your friend?..
     
    11/19, 1:30pm
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    Nick pityn. But thanks for understanding it means a lot sorry for getting mad you didn't deserve it I'm gals I have a friend like you.
    11/19, 1:46pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Must be a friend of yours that moved away Ah assume?.. Anyway, Ah am here if you need. But Take Care, after this upset, Ah've come to realize a few things and Ah will be more aware of what and how you say things. You cut this generous rope ah gave you all these years more then half last night.
    11/19, 9:33pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    And for what stupid reason why Ah didn't say it yet, Ah forgive you and am sorry if Ah caused any harm.
    11/19, 9:36pm
     
    Scott Anderson
     
    Well thank you.
     
    Ill be on ts after this match.
    11/19, 9:37pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Ah removed you from mah contacts on LoL just now after talking to Henry
    henry too*
    11/19, 10:16pm
     
    Thomas Owen Johnson
     
    Add meh when ya feel ya done keep secrets. Maxos: "What are ya talking to Scott on?"
    Hydra: "cant say"
     
    11/19, 10:17pm
     
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    After a bit of time Ah had a conversation with Hydra again on Skype.
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    [11/21/2013 4:44:21 AM] Black/Blood Hydra: ya know u didnt have to defriend me on lol i was in a game and if ya want to talk to scott plz do it yourself and if he doesnt want to give him time k?
     
    [11/21/2013 12:59:57 PM] Maxos: It's something else than what you might think Henry. Ah've noticed that you and scott connect on a private level, which Ah respected for quite sometime. Meh and scott recently had a fight. We sorted things out now. But Ah stated to Scott, and Ah quote:
     
    "Anyway, Ah am here if you need. But Take Care, after this upset, Ah've come to realize a few things and Ah will be more aware of what and how you say things. You cut this generous rope ah gave you all these years more then half last night."
     
    Ah then asked you a simple question that gave meh the real answer Ah was seeking, and that was if you would tell the true and Ah would leave ya alone all the same. Or that you would keep a secret that is obivously bond to you by Scott.
     
    Ah am done with Scott's, how should Ah say, life style.
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    You've already read this.
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    Tommy: "Katie wants to come over to your house and hang out, bringing me along with her.
     
    Might as well get this out.
     
    From your point of view, I understand that you think of me as a jerk correct? By me having the wish to no longer hang out with Dion. Now from my understanding I said nothing to you, called you anything, or hurt you in anyway shape or form. But rather you naturally defending your friend I assume.
     
    Dion and me have had bad blood from the start, he himself never said sorry for what he did to me and I could of been hurt, resulting in my father working alone on the farm at harvest season.
     
    Whether or not you wish to respect my decision based out of the provided situation. You caused a lot of harm towards me last night.
     
    You called me gay, but even I shrug that off right now because that's what we do all the time is call each other that since I like My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. But what really got me was the fact you took it to another level, making me believe it was someone else on your account and acting much more rude. As a result, you further toyed with me when you said it was really you, making me believe it was Dion and twisting my words and turning the tables into making me look like a jerk from saying Dion lost what little respect he had left from me and I didn't want to hang out with him anymore.
     
    After some review: You lied to me, put someone else into what shouldn't be theirs to be concerned with and called me a jerk.
     
    You've always had that one thing about you that always seem to be first in any given situation. A wall that I, nor do I want to break down. Whether it be pride or a sort of ego of yours. I know for a fact you won't say sorry for what you did to me last night and I certainly am not going to do it for you.
     
    You've always done this. For example, you've never took the time to listen to my cries of sorrow and shame, you never been there for me other than play games and fool around. You've always and never did stop pointing out other peoples flaws, whether they are true or not.
     
    Gossip, its all that it is and I am sick of it. (part of this has been removed for your sake, as ignorance would be bliss for you Henry.)
     
    So I am done. You aren't gonna say sorry and I am not gonna wait for it either. If Katie comes over to your place, have fun, because I am staying home."
     
    Scott: "I'm sorry for acting like a jerk yestaurday. It was because I felt like crap because my best friend is in the hospital and is probably going to pass away I know I shouldn't of snapped at you and I'm sorry for it. I don't know why I did that and what was going through my mind. But all I want to say is that I'm sorry and I shouldn't of done that. Because in the end your my only friend who will truly listen to me and instead of calling you a jerk I should of asked for your help. I'm sorry."
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    conversation continued with smaller sentences and feelings of pitty were swamped through mah mind and Ah understood what he was going through. What Ah quoted earlier was included in those messages
     
    So Henry, sorry ya ended up being part of this in the way ya have, because Ah can't take this sort of treatment of gossip, secrets and betrayel from mah own friends.
     
    Ah only removed both of you on LoL because it seems you two enjoy each other. Plus what all Ah just said. If either of you wish ta talk, Ah am open to that because, as Ah said, Ah forgave Scott for what he did. Ah am just being a lot more strict because of those events prior to meh removing ya on LoL.
     
    [11/21/2013 10:23:20 PM] Black/Blood Hydra: well srry to here all that i know the feeling of being backstabbed (and those jokes i say, i say those things for fun not to insult or hurt ya) and if ya want to talk im here ya know
     
    [11/21/2013 10:28:24 PM] Maxos: Ah will accept ya friend request if you so wish, just don't be keeping secrets and taking after Scott or meh. Because Ah am done with that. Just bloody be honest and Ah'll respect that.
     
    [11/21/2013 10:28:55 PM] Black/Blood Hydra: alright can do
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    This was the last thing any really happened, Ah've been in the dark for a very long time and ignored even after Ah speak with them. And now Ah've learned something from mah friend Christian who was suicidal and then ran away from home, resulting in him being disowned. He told meh and put the last pieces of the puzzle together for meh and explained that Scott has a horrible grudge against meh and doesn't want anything ta do with meh.
     
    If it's indeed for removing him on LoL and accusing him of keeping secrets, Then Ah am done and fed up with Scott and have nothing to do with him. He's only caused great distress and driving all mah friends away from meh, God only knows what he is telling them.
     
    Or, if he is defending yet another friend from meh from what Ah am not aware mah actions, due to the lack of communication. If Ah personally hurt someone, Ah want to know and Ah personally will say sorry because Ah did it. Ah am responsible for mah actions and will submit saying sorry. But Ah can't do that if Ah am disconnected in such a manner....
     
    Ah highly guess that Ah've hurt Henry with out knowing it since Christian vaguely suggested Scott disconnected and took Henry's side. To which Ah was never ever made aware of till as of yesterday.
     
    If so, Ah am completely at fault and Wish Henry would of just said something. Now Ah am given no choice once again and lost two very close friends of mine that Ah will never forget. Ah am deeply sorry Henry if ya are reading this. Ah have been always there for ya and Ah can only wish Ah can be still...
     
    - Maxos
  7. Maxos

    I still have hope

    By Maxos,

    A lot has happened since the last time I made a topic about my endeavors: My most challenging time as a Brony.
     
    The server that was run by Cubie as I mentioned before, was called: "Crafting Is Magic", Cubie ended up leaving the server he started in the first place. It died not to long after. How it ended was because of staff dis-function. Cubie was actually kicked out before the staff decided to shut down the server they helped created (the staff was managing it after Cubie's leave). Only just a few months ago they wanted to help the fallout ponies of PonyCraft community, but now they have nothing to do with each other.
     
    Two servers have gone down now. The ponies including me were fed up with Crafting Is Magic, A.K.A CIM. The staff made only one agreement really and that was to disagree.
     
    So now that this happened. Almost all the ponies I've ever known in my beloved PonyCraft community has now left.. by "my" I mean they were like my family. I loved them so much, all the memories we had. Just all gone...
     
    What happens now... Well, I've put in in perspective for myself because I really needed to take a good look at what I want and what is best for me and what friends I have left.
     
    1. (What I've learned) Nothing can ever be like PonyCraft. It was home and ya can never have the same home more then once
     
    2. (What I want) All I've ever done was help and wanted to rebuild what was lost.
     
    3. (What is needed) A new start with a clean past, present and hopefully future.
     
    After looking at this, its almost impossible to make a new home with out step three being the foundation of any server that plans to take place in even my own life as a permanent dwelling.
     
    What I truly want is to be back to the way it was. To Roleplay with ponies with in Minecraft. Its all that I could ever want after experiencing it for myself for the first time mid September, probably a good year and a half, maybe two years now.
     
    There wasn't a single server I could find that supports RP as much as PonyCraft did in a MLP:FIM theme, either.
     
    So now here I am... I can't believe where this wild adventure has taken me. But its been a one I'd admit has brought tears to my eyes more then once. This video I made is more recent then the things I've done before hand, which I'll explain further down. But that's only after seeing the last hope of the PonyCraft community ever coming back, finally falling (CIM closing its own doors). I made this tribute to those crazy ponies whom I loved so much. Recognizing them as the original PonyCraft Community.
     


     
    Now what I've done as I briefly mentioned before, about doing something before this actual video was create. I found myself in a need of a new home and there wasn't a place I could call as a home. So I made one. A fresh clean start, I can rebuild what was so dear to me, being able to RP with other ponies once more, and its a step in a whole new direction leaving the past behind and moving on.
     
    To be honest, I had many opportunities in the beginning of this crisis to step up and run a server much I am now. But let me tell you a story that severely question my actions to running a server ever again, let alone now.
     
    I was apart of a group of IRL friends. We called ourselves the Diamond Raiders. To give you the run down of how this all started in the first place was actually me at the very beginning of playing Minecraft for the first time. I wanted to play with friends, we needed a server, guy didn't pan out with a server, so I stepped up and made one. It was only little less then a month of me playing Minecraft and.. you could say, ever since I placed my first block, I was an admin. All my friends who owned Minecraft or borrowed an account played on my server. We eventually grew to what I mentioned before: Diamond Raiders.
     
    Now I am not only the Admin of a group of local friends, but I am a leader of a group and its title. We wanted to do big things, we started building and making video content for a series we were making called: Stormholm.
     
    But.. things went south. When the cold harsh winter of real effort came into play. Everysingle one of my friends who wanted to do this in the first place became lazy and didn't even bother logging on to the server anymore. The series was eventually cancelled and I dropped all responsibilities of the Diamond Raiders and the server. Because in the end, no one was doing anything. I actually decided to pull the weight and found myself running and working on my (one) computer on stuff such as: Running the server, recording, managing the builders and staff, video editing, art, music, websites, and correcting whatever errors my friends may have when using their own clients or having problems with the server. Everything was placed on my shoulders, and when I tried to lose some of the weight by giving it to the friends I thought responsible, (Making them staff) They ended up corrupting the only world copy of Stormholm.
     
    I was burned out and feed up completely with being a admin. I honestly don't know who in their right mind would want such a thing. Maybe its the power, maybe is the fame. But it ain't worth it if that is your only goal, just saying.
     
    The only time I ever got to be a Player, free of responsibilities and listen to someone else's rules for a change was the first time I logged into PonyCraft. It was my home, a sanctuary. I just turned into a Brony after I left the Diamond Raiders at the time. No one wanted any part of PonyCraft. So it was all mine, were I could just sit around (did so for IRL days) and do nothing, knowing that I am free to finally play the game for once.
     
    Now we're back. Did ya like the story? Because I am still confused as to why I start this server I have now.. I hated politics, hated'em. But yet I fined myself in the same situation as before. Friends in need and I able. But In the beginning of the crisis of PonyCraft's shutdown I turned down any thought of being a admin, because I was afraid I'd be only repeating my own history. But After CIM went down and I had no where else to go. I found I was put in that same corner even harder then before. No pony actually asked me, neither did my IRL friends back in the day. But I and my helpful nature got the best of me back in the day.
     
    But today, why I made a server now... I actually did it for myself this time. I said I would only do what I am able to carry and if friends come along, they come along. I loved to RP and I loved doing it in Minecraft with the friends I made over this.. crazy adventure. And in the end, I may have based my decision to run the server for me. But that was only on my limitations. I ain't repeating my history. But I also don't want my friends to die off and disappear when their hunger for friendship is just as strong as mine. If not, more.
     
    If it weren't for the promise I made to AppleJack on PonyCraft, I definitely wouldn't be here trying my best to make a place to call home. And having those new friends coming around the bend.
     
    Thank you for reading this. If you want to join us on our server I am making with my pony friends, your more then welcome too.
     
    New Equestria (Temp: Maxos Realms <-- until the other is configured properly, dumb hosting company).
     
    - Maxos
  8. Maxos

    Royal Guard

    By Maxos,

    Maxos was a young adult when he left Cloudsdale. He came to a small farm, the farmer named; Icarus, made a deal with Maxos to handle the heavy loads and shipments to town every time harvest comes around, and also help with chores when he can. A Pegasus can't gather wheat, but he helped the farm and earned a living. Time past on and Maxos was making a fair amount of bits. But one day, everything changed.
     
    After coming back from town with a load of seed for planting season. Maxos found the farm turned into ash. There was word of bandits in the nearby region, but the farmers feared not and ignored the warning. Not a wise decision after all.
     
    Maxos was filled with rage when he found the whole family was murdered. All he ever knew was how to fly before he came to the farm. Icarus made Maxos a hard laborer. Icarus's son; Garth, showed Maxos how to use a blade. Icarus's daughter: Jade, held him down through her lectures of study in Math, English, History and Redstone mechanics. These beloved ponies are now gone and Justice was his only goal in life. He hunted down what bandits he could, for the local guard where to scared to face them off.
     
    After much violence and heart ache. The bandits still roamed the land no matter how hard Maxos tried to defeat them. He settled in Equestria to get away from the world and write of his adventures, use his mind for a change.
     
    Sleepless nights was all Maxos could enjoy the past year he spent in his new home. Using his bits from the bandits bounties and the long hours spent on the farm. Maxos was retired early. Still being in his youth and writing books in his own house wasn't enough for this troubled some pony. Maxos joined the Royal Guard in hopes to finish what he started. By the swipe of his blade his foes lay on the ground in the name of justice.
     
    This story doesn't end yet, for it is only the beginning.
     
    You, the reader, can join in this adventure! All of this has actually been lived on a Minecraft server called: Ponycraft. If you would like to join with me in RolePlay life style, then PM me and we will discuss further there. This isn't a guild call, or clan. This is my personal request for someone to actively play with in a RP environment in a land of Equestria were you live your own Original Character pony's life.
     
    Become a real citizen of Equestria today! And join me in a true adventure.
     
    - Maxos
  9. Maxos

    Call My Name

    By Maxos,

    This is my latest single with my best art I have ever done by far. Hopefully you enjoy this video! If you would, please like and subscribe for more videos. I progress better through feedback as well, so don't be afraid to leave a comment below!
     


     
    - Maxos
  10. Maxos
    NO! nooo no no. Where did you hear that? I am kept so busy with things IRL that I can't do the simplest of things I want to do!
     
    Although, I will confess. Christmas is the best time of the year because of all the Presents! No. Its about your friends and family. When I see my friends face's opening their gifts from me this year, I'm going to be so happy. It was a lot of grief, but it will be worth it.
     
    - Maxos
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