Look. I am sick of life. Sick of living. Sick of everything and anything I am cursed to see. I want it over, I want it done. But I cannot bring myself to kill myself, because everything I've every been taught in my life has been revolving around "suicide is wrong." I gave up on hope, I gave up on life in general. There's no better days coming my way, and chances are there never will be.
I won't bring myself to end my own life...So I'm counting down the days until something unfortunate happens to me due to others. A shooting, a bus hitting me, ill-prescribed dosage, you name it; I hope to die from it.
Although I can't help but wonder what people would think...If I were to suddenly go away...the handful of people that would actually notice...would they remember me after a week?
Come hang with me!!! I'll cheer you right up
Oh and btw, about 1,000,000 people on this forum love you. If you take your life, i dont know what i'll do.... I would die missing another smiling face on these forums....
Thoughts on suicide.
in Letrix's blog
A blog by Sky in General
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Come hang with me!!! I'll cheer you right up
Oh and btw, about 1,000,000 people on this forum love you. If you take your life, i dont know what i'll do.... I would die missing another smiling face on these forums....
Keep your head high!!! <3