Whats the point of living if we die anyway? Living life is a pain. Wouldn't it be easier just to end it all right here, right now? Today I feel like I am split between killing myself and living. The only reason I carry on living is that I believe that maybe life will get better. But it never does. I feel like it would be easier for me to just end my life. It would stop the constant physical pains of moving and it would stop the constant emotional pains of peoples heartlessness. I know that suicide is selfish but so is living. Right now I am using resources that someone else deserves. I don't deserve a single thing I own at the moment. I haven't done anything for anyone in my entire life. To be honest usually i just make things worst. I guess the only reason I am still living right now is one, I am to scared to kill myself and two, I still have that little thread of hope left in me.