Today while listening to music I did some wandering of my own mind and found that what most people like about me is what I hate about myself. Most people like that I don't care about anything and its true I don't, I say what I want when I want and do as I please without thought about what others think. A lot of people envy me for that quality but in all actuality it is hard for me. It is hard because I can't care when I need to, It has gotten to such a point that at times feel like I can't feel
