I just cant take it anymore, im having the feeling why im still alive is becus my whole love is a big torment and they want me to suffer. I have chest pain really much and its so much that im drinking tons of monster energy to stop it. Im feeling so depressed that i just want to die. As for my family, well they will turn againts me soon or later so it wouldnt make any diffrence for me anymore. Im sorry i have wasted all your time by telling my feelings. there will be no other way out for me sinc
I cant hold this out much longer, My body is broken having pain evrywhere, and i might soon lose sanity if it will keep going like this.
I want to thank all the people who helped me with my life and especially the people on this forum.
Im not sure if i will ever recover from this since im such a bad condition
but wether i will survive or not, i want to thank you all.