Seriously. I've been forcing it so much lately, and I can't keep putting it off either. I need ways to break this writer's block. I just can't seem to write like I used to. It's frustrating because it makes me feel like something is missing in my life. If I'm not writing, then I'm losing my mind and dealing with intense anxiety. I can't seem to shake the writer's block. I know people will just say to pace yourself or write what comes to mind but... that's the thing. None of that stuff actually w
So, I had dental surgery done on Wednesday. I didn't update this, but I figured I'd do it now. I had very bad teeth, and they had to come out. I had some pulled before this too, but the rest came out just last Wednesday though. I can't chew my food. I can't drink through straws nor can I drink soda either. I can't eat hot foods. The only thing I CAN eat are mashed potatoes, ice cream, yogurt and pudding. Yep, that's been my current diet for the last four days! Kind of sucks, huh?
I've been t
First off, I've had three outbursts in one day. Second, when i got to my mental health clinic, I had to talk to a comptuer via webcam to a psychiatrist. I had an outburst right then. I was overwhelmed with so much anxiety that I thought I was going to scream. The guy refused to talk to my dad, and kept talking to me... even when my dad said I was autistic and heard the outburst I had. Then, they almost were just going to mail the prescription, when I needed it RIGHT THEN AND THERE. That's when I
I gave AutisticAlice an even better new makeover, complete with her new cutie mark. I wasn't too keen on her last one. Autism puzzle pieces remind me of Autism Speaks, and I hate them with a huge passion. I don't really feel like going into why I totally despise them.
What do you think? I tried to make her colors more coordinated with Alice, but it wasn't easy to make them look like they were really good together. :/ Her personality is still pretty much the same though.
Also, I
Well, one of my closest real life friends has passed away. He was the first friend I ever made at Saboten about five or six years ago (if not longer). It's both a shock and a tragedy for me. He was so strong and always really nice to me. He didn't care that I had well... special needs either. He was always being helpful too. All I really know is he had a bunch of health issues. I don't want to be rude to the family by asking while they are going through this rough time. I'm not good at these thi
I got bored, so I decided to make another pony. I thought AutisticAlice might be lonely on her own, so I created a littler pony named Poetic Story. She doesn't have her cutie mark yet because she's still a little and a kid. She has yet to earn it, but she's very much like the cutie mark crusaders though. XD
So far, I've come up with personality just now. I want her to be the opposite of AutisticAlice, even though they are both sisters. Like, I want Poetic Story to be more outgoing and very c
Okay so, about say eight or whatever years ago, I used to have someone very special to me. She was like a little sister to me, and I adored her. We were friends for the longest time. She was also autistic and had a ton of other issues like I did. I told her everything and relied on her for everything as well. Anyway, soon, it got to the point where she stopped talking to me though. She made excuses about how her MSN wasn't working at the time and all that. I tried my hardest just to get her atte
I spent the whole day with my dad, well most of it. He went to the VA hospital for an appointment, and it ended up taking all day. So, I'm glad to be home right now. However, I think we've got a storm coming in from some hurricane, or at least what's left of it. D: I hate thunder so much though. It's so loud and... ugh. You probably wouldn't understand this. ><
Anyway, I'm watching MLP right now while playing Pokemon Black. XD I'm still struggling with my writing still though. I'm watc
So, I have a bad case of writer's block right now. I have no idea how to get rid of it. Usually, listening to music helps, but I've over used that method far too much. I was hoping maybe some of you guys who are writers might be able to help. I'm really in a bind here because I haven't been able to come up with a new story for a long time.
I'm usually only able to write redos of stories I've tried writing a dozen times. None of them have ever been very successful for me at all. I'm at the en
