Today i'm just trying to keep myself happy, but doing the requests seems to have helped a little. I find myself going in and out of happiness and into a depression that lasts for an hour or so, normally something funny would be bring me out of it; but it won't work anymore. I just don't know how to explain it to you all, you guys are great friends, but sometimes its not enough.
I think i can understand how RD felt when she had a hard time letting Tank go for the winter, but my feelings are t
I just can't get rid of this feeling inside, like i've lost something. I try to peer through the darkness, but the light i once had is beyond my reach. Its taunting me, and makes me feel like i can't ever get it back, i don't like this feeling. I feel like i'm drowning in a sea of darkness, it surrounds me and to go on without end; voices telling me to give up and surrender. I'm tempted to do just that, but i realize that if i do, i'll lose everything that i once was; just a former shell.
To those who have hurt me on Youtube & FIMfiction.net
I'm sad today because i don't have any ideas, and i feel like nobody even cares how i feel. I've been laughed at, been told to kill myself(jerks!), and even made fun of for just my opinion. Why must people treat me so badly? I never did anything to you or anyone else.
I'm rarely happy, can't you guys just lay off someone who has a handicap, and can't fully express their creativity like they want to? Sure