It seems that when it comes to things like this, I am very good at offering my advice on the subject to others, but I am completely unable to heed my own advice. Ironic, really, isn't it?
As of late I've just been feeling, as the title of this entry says, 'emotionally crushed' and for all sorts of reasons really.
Things with my benefits are not going smoothly. I still have not found myself a job and I've been looking for almost a year now. My friends are very busy with their work just la
So as I sit here at 5am, getting on for almost 6, I'm sitting here thinking about my life and what I have and haven't achieved. Very deep thoughts, but this isn't new to me. It's quite often that I will lay awake at night thinking about things like this and it has just hit me that I suddenly feel my life is slipping away, being wasted and that I have to start doing something about it before it's too late.
I have almost crippling anxiety, which was bad anyway, but towards the end of 2015, it
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