So what is a tulpa, a tulpa is basically a construct in your mine (its starts of like one) that over time with a lot of headaches and effort grows its own consience, feelings and oppinions. Day 1: started with making a sanctuary for the tulpa "egg" the tulpa starts of as an orb of light which I talk to
Day 2: some difficulty with concetrating in the morning due to being tired, did another monlogue, it kinda is relazxing to talk to somthing even though it isnt talking back after that I went
SO yesterday I went a bit mad/had a fangasm because there was an elfkin in anither site and well one of the members of that site started to think thanks to my freakout that I might be an elfkin so I thought let's make a blogpost about it to explain my.... Well let's just call it what it is, obesesion with elfes. to understand all of this we have to go back in time, to the time when I was 10 years old. On my primary school, I had already some though years behind me but that year things got worse
