I just wanted to put something across and put it aside for now. I feel that my life in the past, was full of happiness, and feeling that my life couldn't get bad at all. Now, that I'm living in reality I see now that in life reality will always find a way to smack some sense into you. I learned that, my past had promises for me a smile on my face, dancing in future shows with my friends, and looking at my future career. The forums, is really keeping me in good spirits, besides my family and frie