Just another one of those days for me? Oddly yes!

It's not often in the middle of the day, durning a lay down to watch Food Paradise (Meatballs), that I apparently passed out and took a good 2hr nap. Kinda disappointed cause I only watched probably 20mins of the show before it ran over.

But oh well right?

Moving on from the borning part of this pony's day, working on my artwork and approving ponies to join in the RP for Welcome to the Grand Galloping Gala, has basically been the most part of my day. I can't say that it's been fully gratifying due to that I really would feel better if I got a job in 2D animation somewhere.

Oh but don't get me wrong, I love spending time here on the forums, but like Twilight, there's got to be more to me then just sitting on the forums and doing artwork. Granted I keep hoping my work will attract a bigger audience. I even plan at some point to work on an animation project based off a dream I had about my father. I won't go into the details on it, but it will be a ponified version of the dream heh.

I know that... some ponies who read my blog yesterday (Which is blocked), probably have mixed feelings about me now. I'm not going into details about why I posted it, but I will say that I don't attend to do it again. It was one of those one time things where I felt I just had to speak my mind since I never really do. I'm usually very quiet and don't like the negative attention, and sadly the responses I got from it were more then what I expected on a bad level. But those are the consquences when posting blogs like that, I've accepted my mistake and moved on.

That said I feel like I'm already suffering the mistake of not eating right lately this past week. This old mare has been getting stomach cramps I can't begin to figure out, more likely I can easily blame it on stress.

The solution to my stress?

- Make more artwork!

- Make brownies!

- Eat chocolate!

- Watch MLP FIM!

lol I could go on I can be sucha silly filly, and here I am now feeling like I'm rammbling you know? It's mainly due to being tired... I can't explain why I am though, I know I got a good night sleep despite the thunder storm last night here. But I'm sure the day will be better tomrrow. I'm just happy to look forward to the evening. Watch Star Trek with my husband and play with our rats.

The one thing though that I hope we can do tonight... is to watch the first Alien movie.

Reason why is because my idol...H.R. Giger, passed away yesterday from a fall accident.

He was 74yrs.

He is my idol because... well durning my teen years he was an insperation to me I was picked on alot during my youth for not just my looks, but mainly for my hobby, which was art. The boys would steal my sketch books and go through them, mocking the fact i was a weirdo girl who didn't so much draw ponies or unicorns (like I do now) but dragons, monsters, robotics and cyborgs. But when I thought of Giger and his work, how some people in the world might have picked on him or mocked his talent...he didn't care obviously because he kept on doing it, became famous and created the best scifi movie monster of all time!

The alien (xenomorph).

To this day I still admire his work and still love the movies that took his insperation. I just find a slight irony that I went from this :

to this in my art abilities

Oh but times change when, and your talents change too... His never did though, not since 1970...I will miss Giger dearly.