Something weird has been happening lately. In the past month maybe my interest in things I used to love doing has been slowly dwindling. I've had periods like this before like say for a video game I no longer play but this seems to be on a larger scale.

The largest one I've noticed is my love for writing and reading. I used to love reading all kinds of My Little Pony fictions and would read them for hours, one after another, however recently I haven't really felt any urge to read them. They just don't appeal to me in the same way they used to. On that same note I used to love writing. I would write stories in my spare time and get lost in my own worlds that I created but... I haven't really felt any urge to do that any more either. It's been such a long time since I've written anything with the same urge or motivation I used too.

The second one I noticed was basically my curiosity about things. I can remember a time when I used to love to question things, find answers to questions, and basically learn stuff. Over the past month I've found my love for knowledge dramatically decreasing. I once spent an entire summer with a telescope, observing the universe because I wanted to learn about it. Now I barely take a second look when I see a shooting star or anything normally considered interesting really.

Basically the summary of these things is that I seem to be loosing my general interest in things. I couldn't care less about things I used to be ecstatic about. I really don't know what the cause behind this is. I just don't generally find almost anything interesting any more.

I don't exactly know why this is happening.