*Walks to the keyboard and wipes away the dust of the Blog and takes the Nightmare night webs away*

*looks over Equestria and sighs* Time is so fast that when you think you have it you don't. You think you can manage your time to a T, but you cant plan for everything. in the time it takes to have a breath or blink an eye it is time you have lost not doing something.

Work is like having the Time you had taken away and used to do something that is killing your mind, but this is what life is like when you do something you don't enjoy just to get by. Just once I would like to do what I want to do not what others are telling me to do.

I am so obedient and good at listening to orders I don't think to my self what do I want to do I just do as I am told. Wolf do this, Wolf Do that, Wolf you are useless, Wolf why am i telling you again. All my life I have just take all that has been thrown at me and done as I was told.

If some one asked I did, even when I did not like it or want to. My only Escape was Phoenix and now that is looking like the event will never come.

When I was Unemployed I had time to think, time to vent, time to see what I was becoming and who I could be. Phoenix was my escape and was who I was before I became this Drone who just did what he was told till he was told to stop. I would often escape with Phoenix and just be free, but that was because I had time, Time to heal.

Now work is taking that time and my life has taken a step back in to the shadow. You see before I became Wolf and Phoenix I was known by another name.

I created these creatures to protect me and make me invisible, but when I found MLP I closed them off and pulled them together to make Wolf. However I feel less Like wolf and more like my old self D.D.W.A

These four creatures were my shroud and aloud me to blend in, but they were my shield to protecting me from mental abuse by shrugging it off.

Demon was my shroud, he hid me and kept me off the radar with other people. I am a large target at 6'1" so it is surprising when people don't see you.

Dragon was my armor protecting me from everything that could harm me in physical or emotional ways.

Werewolf was my speed as it let me go from one place to another avoiding people and still getting me there, many people thought I ran around school to get to places when all I did was walk.

Angle was my healer she kept me happy and made me feel better when all I wanted was to brake something she would take the anger and contain it.

These things worked for me for a while but every now and then when you contain anger you get a melt down were it all just comes out and I have never felt such aggression when it happens and I always feel bad after. I always took the aggression out in a controlled manner damaging insignificant things and inanimate objects.

Then I found Phoenix and I pulled myself together in to Wolf and my goal was to make Phoenix may seal. Make phoenix more then just a persona...more then a ponysona. My Goal was to make him Me because he was me...once. However like most plans they needed time and well *Tick-tock,tick-tock, clock stops* Time was never on my side and I was always going to fall back in to old habits.

*sighs as Wolf looks over to Phoenix Taking a nap* He was the best of me and he will always be the better of me. This is not how it was supposed to play out, but huh it never plays out the way you plan. may be I should find a new job or maybe I should just lock my self away iin the old ways and keep droning on and let phoenix stay here, but without me.

*Sighs and then chuckles* You know we found this place on accident, I don't even remember how we got here, but it was the best thing that ever happened to me and I would not take a single second back. The friends i made, The brothers I found and the ponies I have had a chance to meet and have fun with...

I hate goodbye, but this is not what it is though it feels Like it. It is goodbye for now for me Wolf, But Phoenix is here to stay so it is more of a goodbye from me to Phoenix as I am going for now till I can get my head straight.

So this is more of a see you all later and this is Wolf Signing off

Love you guys...Love you Phoenix *Hugs Phoenix and kisses him on the head* goodbye.