I do not like change....whether its good or bad. I am happy with things the way they are, but as soon as something drastically changes its automatically depressing for me. If I moved to a new house, I would be stuck thinking about all the good times I had in the previous house. If I got a new pet, I would be depressed since I would be thinking about how life was better not taking care of something else besides me. If I got a good paying job, I would be all emo about how I cant have fun times with my friends like I used to.

Any sort of change sucks in my book. Whenever I see an anime and the ending is the main characters in the future, I get all sad cause they are not doing what they wanted to, or what I have come to expect.

I think, whenever change does happen I withdraw to my room and isolate myself as a form of protection...protection from more changes happening to me. While I know I am not in control of what happens, it feels like I need to protect myself from things changing.