Okay so it's been a whole long time since i've been on here but basically from a long story to a short story stuff has come up in my life that requires me to move away from home.

Now you see that wouldn't be such a big problem but I am only 15 turning 16 so i essentially have to get disowned/emancipated just so i can actually get a place to live but to do that i need a good enough income to support myself as an adult (aka to pay bills and treatment).

But the problem with all of that is is that i can't get a job.

I don't have the skills needed to get one for those who don't know i suffer from Agoraphobia and Social Anxiety which just means i can't at all be social in real life unless i'm able to get comfortable with the person over a period of time.

So basically i really am trying to move out by the coming school holidays but i'm starting to just think about giving up and waiting until i'm 18 but the thing is is that i wont be able to wait that long stuff at home will get worse and worse until i can barely handle getting up in the morning (which is already difficult now) or even just leaving my room to go outside (Again still kinda difficult now).

So i have no damn clue as to what i should or shouldn't do I really do want to move out but my brain is stopping me and giving me massive fear all the time i try to apply for a job which even getting my CV was hard to do because i know that i need to get a job if i have one.

In the end of this all i really don't know what to do anymore, I'm trying everything but i wont be able to do anything until i'm 18 or something.