It's been awhile since I published a blog entry, I've been busy with life and such. One of the reasons I've been busy is because I've been focused on my relationship (Which I thought I would never have one ever again xD) with @MinunShy_Kay. It's been nearly 4 months with this girl and they have been the most eventful months of my life, ups and downs, lefts and rights, happiness and sadness, joy and fright, etc. My life has forever changed because of her and I couldn't be happier.

November. That's when I started talking to this wonderful girl. After playing Left 4 Dead 2 in class when we should have been working, she asked for my Kik so we could talk later on, and so I gave it to her. Little did she know, I may have had a tiny crush on her since I first saw her walk into class that August. So the next day, Friday, after school I had gone off to my best friend's house in the next town over to stay the night. As I was watching the Final Harry Potter movie on his couch, I decided to text her to see what she was up to. She was with her friends doing whatever they did, since I didn't know them at all. She seemed happy and such, and we talked for a few hours. Later that night when I was watching My Little Pony on Netflix, things somehow got on the topic of our parents, and turned out we were both foster children. A little later she had told me everything that has ever happened to her, and none of it was pretty or what I expected from her. She was always such a happy and bubbly teenager, it was impossible to think that such tragic events laid under that smile. She started to break down and I was there to comfort her. That night, I made a new friend, Something that hadn't happened in a long time. But also that night, I saved her from suicide without even knowing it until recently. The next Monday when we got to school, she ran up to me and gave me a tight hug and whispered "Thank you." to me. That, was the moment that changed everything.

The next weeks were great. I had met her family, and they approve of me greatly still, spent a lot more time with her, and eventually became her best friend. All within the span of two weeks. And in those two weeks, I learned a lot about her, finding out we pretty much are the same human beings, aside from minor differences and genders obviously. And with that said, I felt my emotions become stronger for her. I had just ended things with my ex the month before and things were shaky with my love life, I didn't know if I wanted another relationship so I held those feelings in. A little while later, she let out a little hint that she had a thing for me too, and I took hold of it and didn't let go until she confessed after I confessed. Now at the time, things were really complicated at the time so we couldn't get into a relationship.

After all that happened, I thought the next time we met, things would be awkward. Well, they were and weren't. We just pretended that neither of us knew, granted that we both well knew. A week later, she invited me to go along with her to her sister's baptism and I gladly accepted, I mean, come on. She was going to be dressed nicely and I was getting to spend time with her, why wouldn't I go? Anyways, that day I went over and said hi and such. A little time passed by and when her family had cleared out of the room, she leaned over and kissed me, and it surprised me, but I kissed back. After she had pulled away she said "I am so not done with you yet." And by god I was happy :3 After that day we had started doing couple things, despite not being together. Fast forward to the day after Thanksgiving, things happened and we started dating and I've been happy ever since

Now the last 4 months haven't been sunshine and rainbows. Those who talked to me and know me know this quite well. In the beginning of January, I had to unfortunately call emergency services, due to myself being scared for her life, as she had been having Suicidal thoughts and such. She was admitted to the hospital for a week, and it was the most damn stressful week of my life. When she got back, that was probably one of my most favorite moments in my life: Seeing her okay and holding her in my arms again. At the end of that month, I had to call emergency services again once I found her trying to overdose. She was literally about 15-20 minutes away from death if I hadn't showed up. She had to be admitted to the hospital again for two weeks. That day, she got me my custom Dr. Hooves and Derpy Shoes. I wore them everyday and everywhere as a reminder of what I had, and I still do. On Valentine's Day, I broke down from all the stress and depression I had been holding in because I was too afraid to talk to her about it, which came to bite me in the ass later on.

Things haven't been perfect, but I wouldn't change any of it for the world. Times have been tough, but we will make it through together, one way or another.

TL;DR: Shit has happened, I love my relationship, and I keep on going and smiling because of her.

Kalie, I know that you will read this somehow so here's something for you:

I love you so much, it's just so unreal how much I love you. It's only been a few short months but it feels like forever. No matter what, I will be here for you, whether it be you are depressed, scared, lonely, or just wanting someone to get a laugh out of, I will be here waiting. I love you very much Kay, and I always will. <3

I apologize for this. It's late at night and my emotions go crazy and I needed to put this somewhere, so here it is. Read it, enjoy it, hate it, do whatever, but there's my relationship story.

Good night everypony.