Well, I've had one hell of a time since I was last on here. My life sort of exploded in my face, and it was messy.

I finally got my car, it's registered, and I'm saving money up to get my muffler fixed. I'm also sewing custom seat covers for it with MLP fabric. I call it my chaos mobile, because it's a mess on the outside, but it's fun on the instead. My best friend and I had a bit of a fight concerning getting my car, and we weren't talking for a few weeks, because I disliked how he had spoken about my mother. I ended up apologizing because it turned out he was right about not trusting her, and her not really understanding me.

Then I had a cancer scare, had to run tests, had a minor surgery to implant some hormones into my uterus, and luckily it came back that it wasn't cancer, but they are keeping an eye on it. I'm still having some on going pain due to a couple cysts, but that should feel better in a few months.

My Mother had gone to Alaska to meet her boyfriend, I was pretty upset with her because I was concerned for her safety, meeting a stranger in a state where people routinely go missing and never appearing again, with miles of wildness between towns so tiny you can drive right past them and never know they were there. I've been to Alaska before, it's beautiful, but it is dangerous. If the bears don't eat you, then you could just go missing because of some crazy person.

Well, 10 days after she initially got there, she called to tell me she had gotten married, and I've been dealing with the shit storm of fights with my mother, and frankly, her editing and misconstruing my language and intentions towards her. Getting her to empathize as to why I'd be upset has caused a serious battle between us that has really torn us apart. I'm still trying to figure out where I'll be living and what's going on as I wont be moving to Alaska with them. All I can really do right now is focus on my work because I know that my interaction with my mother cannot be the same and I need money to start moving on with my life. Dealing with this has really put into light the knowledge that I simply can't trust her with information like I thought I could, and that she really doesn't see me as an ally, but instead as a jealous, immature girl out to seek revenge against her. Frankly, it's laughable, given anyone that knows me that hears that scoffs and says 'are we talking about the same person'.
I realized I couldn't trust her to keep things secret when she told her husband, a man I barely know and have never met, about my cancer scare last month. He's perfectly nice, my anger is mostly at her for her telling him.

So, I'm just focusing on work right now. I opened up my Patreon account, so I hope you check that out. My supporters get free art, and a first look at all my art and writing before I post anywhere else. All donators $5 and up get a free drawing every month, and $20 a month and you get put in a drawing for a mystery gift box with fun stuff like a knitted pony hat, custom figures, and other cute stuff. Theres also other stuff I have available, and will add more when I gain more followers, and I can afford more supplies.

My Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Antidaeophobia