I think you just need to calm down and relax. But then again, I'm no counselor so you should contact one.

Socially Awkward is something that can be dealt with, just try and have fun--if people can't have fun with you then they aren't really going to be your friends. Look at the Sleepover episode in Season 1--Applejack and Rarity couldn't get along--sometimes people are like that. You may just need to take a step back, examine yourself and see what you do well and what you don't do well. Learn to communicate better--because communication is always key. And otherwise--just do what you can to keep moving on!

I have a hard time in a large crowd and even a lot of times speaking to others I guess. I have had people tell me all the time ~why are you so quiet~ and stuff like that. Almost as if it is a bad thing to be a quiet person. I even have times where I want to change who I am to become more "outgoing" and more "talkative". Let me tell you something don't ever change who you are just to be "accepted" by others. If people truly care about you they will care for you no matter what! Don't be ashamed of who you are and never let someone else say things like you are "socially awkward" I can't stand grouping people into categories like that. 

 I hope whatever you maybe going through gets better for you. 

Have you tried just being yourself in relationships?

Have you tried just being yourself in relationships?

It's hard when I've never been in a relationship.

Thanks for the help, guys and gals.