So I randomly decided to make this:
http://pastebin.com/zTERpQ49
It was crap.

So now I sit here wondering why whenever I put an idea down it turns out to be absolute crap?
Well, today I am here to show you:
More of my failed ideas.
Take for instance, this song:

Mr. Sandman
give me a dream
the War is comming
a swarm of bees
and I don't want to be here no more so Sandman give me a dream

 

Mr. Sandman
I'm insecure
there's eyes everywhere
even in my head
and I don't want to be here no more so Sandman give me a dream

 

I don't believe
that you aren't real
if that is true
I just won't dream any more
I won't ever dream any more

 

Mr. Sandman
My spirit is dead
Our great nation is going to hell and back
and I don't want to be here no more so Sandman give me a dream
Oh Mr. Sandman give me a dream

 

I don't believe
that you can't be real
I don't have anything but you
if that is true
I just won't dream any more
I won't ever dream any more
I can't dream any more
I can't dream any more

 

Mr. Sandman
give me a dream
the War has come
and the world is gone
and I can't be here no more so Sandman give me a dream
to take with me
to heavan
to heavan

It seemed like a good idea, but now when I look at it... No. Just no. No with extra no sauce.
Maybe because in my head I had the music to go with it, and all my songs are extravagant rock songs, so... IDK.
Maybe also this other song I made:

It seemed like a cool concept song, but that's all it is: a concept song. I tried turning it into an actual song: https://onedrive.live.com/redir?resid=C22DC029F7C3B99D!4882&authkey=!ABYpLLR8YOKiL1Y&ithint=file%2cmscz Once I did that, though, it turned into an even bigger mess. Also, how is an alto saxophone player going to play a semi-complicated riff for a minute with no breaks? IDK.

 

There seems to be a pattern. Whenever I think of a cool concept, once I put it down, I realize it's crap. I don't know why. Maybe the execution is bad? Maybe the idea is just bad? I don't know.

 

So here's another idea that may be terrible:
Making a video on Autism.
I tried it a couple times before, and even though they were popular, they were terrible, so I took them down.
This time though, I'll try to clean up my act and be professional.
But will it still be crap? Is this world not ready for people affected by Autism to talk about Autism, even though they have been though Autism their entire lives?
Again, IDK.
But it may be a funny story to tell.

 

EDIT: Sorry I haven't blogged at all lately. No motivation. If you care.