Its around 3:30 am and I cant exactly sleep. I feel so tired and yet it escapes me. I feel very lost right now, maybe its the sleep deprivation. I have music on to try to help, its relaxing but not quite enough to put me to sleep.

I have started making MMD videos on my youtube again. I forgot how much fun and frustration there was in making them. I hope I can make models to make a series eventually. I think that would be pretty cool.

I also discovered that I did not submit my story on fimfiction till today, and I felt like an idiot >< how stupid could I be to not notice I didnt submit it D< its okay though, I submit it and now I await its approval as I write the third chapter. I hope people like it. Even if its an Oc story.

I am nervous about my upcoming drivers test. I havent really drove in 6 years since I had to give up my license so my parents could take me off their auto insurance. So I hope I do well. After that I plan to get a job since I will have it and a car finally! That will be super nice so I can help out and buy nice things.

Though as of late, my depression has decided to head south even though I wish to go north. Maybe that will change once I can get out and travel about? Who knows I suppose.

Well I guess thats it for today, I will write again soon~

Lonna