So I'm ready to snap. I feel that one day I was afraid of is getting closer. It seems just about every day now I'm angry. Work is awful. I have customers yelling at me over something I have no control over. Three Co workers who are becoming even more lazy. Two of them who have went to management to complain about me. Saying I do nothing. Yet every time I work I am the one who rushes to the customers while they ignore them, I clean up after them, I put their stuff away and I cook. Yes there are some things I don't know. How to use the oven to make pizza, how to take a party order, how to make a party order, and how to clean the fryer.

But luckily two Co workers stood up for me. They said I still don't know some things and that I do quite a lot actually. It got one of the 3 Co workers in trouble for lying. Then the other day that same Co worker was complaining again that I do nothing when I close. Really now? So I didn't sweep the front and back floors, mop part of the front and all the back floor, put up salads, clean every single dish, clean all the tables, clean the sink and put up all the food? Yeah and what did you do? You moped part of the floor with the wrong broom and took 3 hours cleaning 3 meat slicers that usually takes at max 40 mins to clean. But that's ok...I see the things you do...I see the rules you break..I can end you.

Then last night I bought stuff that added up to 20 bucks and some odd cents. So I give 21. 3 fives and 6 ones. Guy counts it and gets 16. I said no I gave 21. He counts and gets 16. Now I just got off an 8 hour closing shift and I see no managers around..so I'm like ugh fuck it all here take 5 bucks I'm going home. OLD PEOPLE SHOULDN'T DEAL WITH MONEY. FUCKING RETIRE ALREADY. oh wait..you can't can you? Because walmart benefits suck and so does the us.

Now today I stayed up till 4 am watching dexter to get my mind off shit. Wake up at 8 am to see my gf off to work and go back to sleep. Only to be woken up by a tv and a screaming child who is sick. I'm a light sleeper and after about 30 mins of being awake I'm fully awake. And to add to that my gfs mom decides to use the broken washer that loves to bang loudly against the walls. I've tried telling her to not use it. That I will pay to get her clothing washed. But no don't listen to me. I'm afraid a neighbor will complain and send someone up here to deal with the problem. If that happens they could see that two people moved in with a cat and are not exactly on the lease. We would have to pay a fuck ton and possibly get rid of my baby kitty. Your clean clothing is not worth that. So tonight I will talk to her again..if she doesn't listen and along with everyone else who uses it I'm cutting the cord. NO ONE WILL USE IT THEN. I've already offered to buy a new and better washer that saves on water..and I get denied?? Wtf you aren't paying for it..I AM!

ALSO I will be having a talk with her about feeding the cat at 4 am. That is a huge NO. I have her on a schedule so she won't wake me up at odd hours for food.

Needless to say I'm fucking done with everyone.