All My Fault, by Xavier "Prince KXK" Limos

(Verse 1)

I never asked to be right here

My directions never seem so clear

You look at me and things seem fine

But inside my heart, I feel like I wanna die all the time

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Mother, I know you wanted what's best for me

Brother, I'm sorry I'm not what I'm supposed to be

My face makes me look like an emotional vault

But I still feel like this whole thing is all my fault

(Verse 2)

Mother, I wish I had your perception

I guess that was lost during my conception

Speaking of which, I still think my father's a deadbeat

For leaving all of us to follow some new meat

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(Verse 3)

Brother, I'm sorry for not living up to your expectations

I'm not crying for help, just stating my revelations

I know I'm a huge screw-up and a behavioral jest

But I hope you know I'm doing my best

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(Verse 4)

Dad, you left us all a huge cross to bear

When you left us literally out of nowhere

Oh, you weren't happy? I'm so sorry.

Every time any of you guys get mad, it all seems because of me

What did I do wrong to deserve this cross to bear?

Was I too much to handle, too much for you to care?

I know I have issues with making friends and talking to others,

But at least I try to state how I feel to my aunts, my uncles, even my grandmothers.

Was I really that big of a burden to you,

when you saw that all my behaviors I learned all from you?

You're so blind to see how you're tearing us apart

Because all you seek is the fulfillment of your own selfish heart.

Mother is at the verge of flogging herself to the point of death

My little brother is angry at all of us, he's such an emotional mess.

And me? What would you care about how I live, I ought

To be the one who knows that it's all your fault!!!

(Chorus)