In two days, my life went from this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O9JO54qemEI&feature=youtu.be&t=50s

to this:

In other words, I went from a depressed, self-hating, suicidal wreck of a man to a happy, optimistic, er... girl.

I feel great. I feel better than great. I feel indescribably amazing. And it's due in part to you forumites and your continued friendship to me. I don't know where I'd be without you. Probably dead out in the snow somewhere. With your help, I finally admitted that I have a problem and I need professional help. And it's working wonders for me already. I feel as happy as I've ever been. I feel completely remade, like I'm a totally new person, and I love it.

So thanks to each and every one of you for your continued love and support. You guys truly are the best.