Sooner or Later
I have been walking the streets of my imagination and I've come realize something that has been hindering me deeply.
This is going to be walking through my mind, heart and soul to find the answers I need as I write. So there's no point for Grammer Nazi for there will be mistakes, both in literature and plot.
There is this burning desire running through me. I normally handle such emotion. Being as I am, I can block out feelings so I may continue with life. But I can't stop this desire to be loved by someone. Its an empty void that needs someone to care for me. I have more people than I can handle who I uplift every day. But I can tell you this, I have not one person who cares for me. Though I have many friends, none of them truly connect with me. I need them to be my friend with my interests in mind. But It has to be them and their problems. Though I do answer their call for help. There comes a time were one needs someone to uplift them instead. I feel like I am drained of my energy, leaning on this broken table of creations. I have nothing to fight for, nothing to live for, nothing to die for. I came into the Brony fandom feeling this way and for a time it faded away. But now it has returned with a fierce vengeance. Isn't there someone out there that has any care with in their own heart to spare me?
I walk in this house of friendships. Finding myself used all the same, with no friendships indeed.
Sooner or Later one has to give up. Please just don't get involved. This is a blog post, therefor is my heart and soul. Writing about me may be displayed for you to see. But you don't throw yourself into my life with out the true intention of actually being my friend believing ya can fill this void of mine. I know for a fact now, I can only be alone and that's my true character now. Solitude is apart of me as much as the sun is apart of the stars. I don't Blame other people for my life's problems anymore. I'm just sorry I wasn't somebody worth your time or interest.
- Maxos
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