So this is my first blog i have ever done so bare with me, as i have no clue how these things are set up.

I will go ahead and complain about how life is too hard. I want to have a job and be grown up but at the same time i don't want to be grown up. It's all very confusing but i shall try my best to explain. I hate college and never really cared for it. I have to go i order to be insured. I tell my parental units that college isn't for me and that i want to join the military. They get super disappointed and say i can go live somewhere else then. I'm basically living my life the way they think is best for me and ignoring my opinions, mind you i'm 21 which is kind of pathetic. I should just grow a pair and start my life like i had planned to. Yet, following the wishes of my parental units has been engraved in my very being. There is the fact that i tend to over analyze things and read too much into things. My only choice is to struggle through this semester at college while letting go of the good 'ol days.