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Growing up is weird.

Finesthour

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I gotta say, growing up is sure weird. We are forced to face so much living life, and we know there will be more and more bad things to come. It makes me laugh a bit that all my troubles a few years ago were about what games I was going to play.

Now, it's contemplating if life is worth it, and if I should commit suicide.

 

I haven't been depressed for many months now, but the thought has always been in my mind. Like, I sometimes think that life may truly not be worth all of the pain we will feel.

 

But what happens when we "grow up", and get over what makes us sad now? When I was a kid, I was sad over losing a game. Now, I'm sad over being alone. What will happen when I am an adult? Bills, taxes, severe loneliness, stress.

 

I don't know about life sometimes. It's just plain weird when I try to look into the future. It feels like Teenage years are extremely difficult. We as teenagers are thrown into adult situations at such young ages, and most of the time we're not prepared. I would like to be an adult as to be more mature, so I could handle situations fairly and humanely.

 

I am an extremely emotional person. I over-react at the smallest things, and hurt so many people. When does it all stop? When do I finally realize what is important in life?

 

And to answer a question with another question, what is important in life? Love, family, money?

 

I don't know the answer to that question, nor' do I think I ever will.

 

Life is weird.

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Twiliscael

What's important in life is different for everyone. For some, it is the money. Others, having a good time.

 

For me? It's about discovering who I really am and what really makes me happy right now. Until I find figure that out, I guess the important thing in my life is figuring that out. When I figure it out? Who knows.

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Gone Airbourne

You know Crona you are right Life is weird and with so many ideas on what the "meaning" of life makes it even more weirder... I have a lot of times when I feel such as you do where I contemplate on * a lot of things *. To me there is ups and downs in life and you just have to come to grips with what you have in life and accept what you have and be thankful.


There have been plenty of times when I have felt why care anymore? What's the point but finding out the truth is something you must discover on your own. With so many "truths" it seems pointless right but I am not the one to say.  For me Life is taking the good times we have and cherish them for what they are worth. Doing something which brings you happiness and Joy whatever you find to do. Life is not pointless even though it may seem at times but it certainly is not. 

 

Also it can be a bummer not being in a relationship for a while... trust me I know but patience is a virtue and I honestly believe there is a right person for everyone out there in time.

 

Hope things are alright for you Crona. 

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