I'm 90% positive that I'm going to be leaving America soon. Preferably a vacation for a week or two at first, but I might stay in Europe if I am really dedicated to it. I really, really want to go back to Europe. A vacation in France, Germany, or maybe Italy and then back to Russia, but not my hometown or my home city.

I don't know exactly when I'll be leaving, but I definitely want to this year. Hopefully near my birthday in November I want to leave. Bring my brother and my close friend (If he is well enough) and spend several weeks in Europe. Then pay for them to go back to Alaska while I stay in Europe.

Maybe I'll stay in Volgograd where my Uncle and Mother live. I love my brother and friends here, but they're too good for me. Too much partying, and alcohol consumption from them. They're all great people, wonderful and amazing beings, but I'm no good here. I'd love to just go live in the city of Volgograd or maybe 112 kilometers away from the city.

Get myself a extremely small house, or maybe I'll go far northeast and live in Siberia. Live there off the surrounding area until I die, because I'm no good for my friends and brother here in Alaska. Sure, they love me and always say that without me they'd be depressed and possibly dead. I'm sure that's not true, but I appreciate the gesture.

I'm not depressed or anything. I just think it'd be better if I live in Europe again. Preferably Russia. But if not, then it'd be just a vacation with my brother and close friend. If I stay I won't be using the computer anymore or any Internet. So I'll be saying goodbye if I decide to stay, and if I do.....I, for one, can say that I've loved and cherished my time on here and I've met so many amazing people. You're all such great, great people and I love all of you very much.

But, I'm a indecisive man at the moment. Knowing me, I probably won't stay in Russia, but if I do I just want to say I love you all and greatly loved it here so much.