I'm not gonna force myself to draw. I can't do it. I either can't get started or I finish and it looks like shit. So I give up. If I have something I wanna draw, I'm gonna go for it. But if someone asks me for something, I'm gonna have to tell them no.

Maybe, for some of my friends, people I know, I'll still draw stuff if they ask me to. I know them, they know me, it'll be easier. But for random people I meet online? I can't do it anymore.

If I told you I'd draw something for you...I'm sorry. I really am.