Generally, pain isn't seen as a "pleasurable" experience. In that sense it is a weird thing to do but you as a person are not weird. 

I work in a similar manner, though I go for emotional pain rather than physical. Going all Freud on myself, I've figured out why I search for this pain: I feel like I deserve it, but not in an emo or depressive way. Long story short, I have an awesome life compared to everyone I know, so I feel like I need something to compensate and pull me down a bit so I can be like everyone else better.

Now, I don't know if this is the case for you at all, but it might be something to consider. The best move right now I would say is to talk to some close friends, family, or someone else you trust. See if you can get to the root of your love of pain.

Oh, and we're all here for ya' as well.  

That moment where I wish I could brohoof the same comment more than once...... thanx bro.... that really means a lot to me.

Generally, pain isn't seen as a "pleasurable" experience. In that sense it is a weird thing to do but you as a person are not weird. 

 

I work in a similar manner, though I go for emotional pain rather than physical. Going all Freud on myself, I've figured out why I search for this pain: I feel like I deserve it, but not in an emo or depressive way. Long story short, I have an awesome life compared to everyone I know, so I feel like I need something to compensate and pull me down a bit so I can be like everyone else better.

 

Now, I don't know if this is the case for you at all, but it might be something to consider. The best move right now I would say is to talk to some close friends, family, or someone else you trust. See if you can get to the root of your love of pain.

 

Oh, and we're all here for ya' as well.

That is really awesome what you said there :3 I respect that a lot <3

I personally don't think you are weird for this at all, as I do the same.  I'm not the type who looks the part, so to speak.  
So I get ya', people just tend to look down upon it for it not being the social norm.  

Hang in there.

You guys are just plain awesome.....