-im very very lonely and me having seasonal depression on top of it all doesnt really help-

-i seem to have friends and people that find me interesting in school and stuff-

-but when it comes to my free time - i have NO friends-

-noone asks me to hang out-

-yet i see them with people all the time via snapchat and facebook and conversations in school etc-

it's really embarrasing

-i try sort of justify it by saying that i dont really like being with people that much and i like being by myself-

-but i dont-

-i miss someone to be with-

-i feel like a complete loser-

-everybody says im so awesome and stuff and people seem really upset that im going to study drama next year-

-but nobody everask me to hang out-

-i dont even do my hair or care about my hygiene anymore because whats the point-

-i dont really look at people or talk to people anymore either-

-and im to scared to like ask anyone to hang out-

-they prolly dont want to hang out anyways-

-been holding on this for such a long time now, felt good letting it out-