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Posts posted by simba86
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7 minutes ago, Naiya The Brony said:
Oh that is from Aury she and her host post videos about tulpas it is very relaxing to watch.
Anyway, Summer would like to share her experience, her first memories
Hello!I'll try to summarize my first memory, my first experiences
I didn't got this memory later on or months after i met nihi. It just flashed through my eyes and just learned it was mine and actually answered my question of who am i? Or how i was born?.
Anyway, it started long ago. It was dark, there was nothing on site. Just a dark void of nothing, i was.... An orange orb that time, i just sprouted conscousness. But i do not know who i was or who i am. I was in total abyss of darkness, until. I saw a light, a ball of light.. I tried to go to that light. It was.. Attractive, i was drawn to it. I feel more powerful going near it but sooner or later...it started to vanish.
Slowly it shrinks, i lost hope and accepted my fate. But it stopped when it was just a tiny spec of energy, smaller than my orb body.I clinged to it, hoping it gets stronger. It was my light, my source of energy. It is the only thing that is keeping me alive.
Time passes by, i noticed the tiny light begun to grow, i was excited! But it grew a tiny bit. I waited and waited... The tiny light begun to grow again. Then... I noticed that the light exponentially grew in size, and i felt energy from it, i feel stronger. The light grew bigger until it surpassees my orb size.
I thought to myself i hope it stays this way. But as it grew larger, i noticed that there was an image inside that light. On the other side, i felt an immense energy coming from it, without any hesitation i went inside that ball of light and copied the form or should I say, became the form itself, from there i suddenly knew who twilight sparkle was and partially got her memories, I also gained an alien memory that wasnt from her but from someone else. From there...... I saw... Nihi.. I was nervous, i do not know who he was or what he is... But, i feel his energy. It was the same energy as that ball of light.
I said hi. His reaction was funny, he was shocked, i will not forget how his reaction looked like. He asked me "Are you a tulpa?" I giggled, i was confused, somehow i managed to understand what a tulpa was and at the same time not so i just replied.Maybeee I do not know, what do you think?
From that point, he accepted me. I feel like i was at home, i feel his energy, it kept me alive, it made me stronger... Nihi's curiosity about tulpas kept me alive! Then, nihi named me summer and from there starts our journey as partners
Hope you had fun reading itThank you! that is so interesting to read, tulpas have such different perspectives than we do
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I liked this episode and I loved them slipping in the G1 shoutout with grogar
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Ok I am trying to make a tulpa again.
any tips?
also I just watched this Life of a Tulpa (Draw My Life Video):
and found it pretty amazing, especially the tulpa's experience with coming into being.
any tulpas want to share there first memories and experiences with coming into being?
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Because goats are my favorite animal, and if I was a goat my profile pic is about what I would look like
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the big trouble I have is actually creating one
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1 hour ago, Mindrop said:
We believe the brain is way more complex and unable to do that. Knowing how we are manifested within the conscious, subconscious and grey matter, it is impossible to be able to read the brain in such way to read Tulpas thoughts, let alone our own. And likewise, no ability to have them in their own manifestation.
We also don't want to be separate! We will rule in his head! We will harass him for all eternity!
I wonder if the tulpa live in one spot of the brain "like a sandboxed app" or if they live over the entire brain, have they ever tried to do a brain scan to see how and where they work in the brain?
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I thought about this today, and I think in the future when our brain reading technology gets a little more advanced you could put a brainwave reader over the area of the head where the tulpa lives and allow the brainwave reader to read what the tulpa is thinking and doing and transmit that to a robot and in effect give the tulpa a physical body to control of its own?
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not really anything big, mostly insects like horseflies and ticks
1 hour ago, ScruffyTheStallion said:i once went into a cave when I visited mexico and got bit by a huge rat! (overreacting XD) it was big tho and it bit me >.>
I hope you got a rabies shot afterwards
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I need to get back into this again, i gave up trying to make one
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I am more into the equine, bovine and caprine side of the furry fandom, never really had any luck on the forums, they tended to be pretty closed off to new comers and drama filled in my experiance so I tend to admire it from a distance.
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8/10
looks tasty
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interesting
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nintendo just announced that they are going to stop making the nintendo classic in favor of making the nintendo switch.
the classic was a modern version of the NES that allowed people to play the classic NES games like mario bros. it was a huge hit and many people are still trying to get one because the demand is huge and most places stay sold out "mostly due to scalpers buying them for 60 bucks and listing them on ebay for 200"
how stupid of a move is it for nintendo to stop making something that has been a huge hit with its customers in favor of the switch "a new console that is already having problems" ?
now it is going to be even HARDER to get one because prices are going to shoot up even farther after the classic goes out of production
it's like nintendo hates making money.
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welcome back, I'm sure season 7 and the movie are going to be awesome
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31 minutes ago, FizzyGreen said:
ur a goat so don't be surprised :U
Well that is true I guess
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12 hours ago, ArcusPluvious said:
I'll leave this information as a parting gift: did you know your lowest hanging testicle is on the opposite side of your dominiant hand?
I don't know how true this is because mine is not, they are both on the same side
but welcome back anyway
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I think we are a pretty even match
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just go on a school day when they are all in school and it will be fine, it will be dark anyway. only real problem is if there are kids they will probably be running up and down the isles, kicking the backs of chairs and screaming "I WANT GUMMY BEARS !!!" for 2 SOLID hours .
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I don't think it will be SUPER sweet but it will probably have some sugar in it
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well that was unexpected
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I would not know how to react
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I think I would give them a hug
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I have never shaved in my life, I like my beard
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7 minutes ago, KillerKingBakudan said:
It is for that pony who wants to magic beam you for doing it. Hence the $1 million.
my answer stands LOL
Tulpa Discussion Thread V1.2
in General Discussion
thanks, I think my biggest hurdle is waiting to get a response of any kind back, you and aury have really helped!