Whattheeffin

What you're feeling is completely normal. You're entering your 20s now and the typical cynicism and torn feelings are pushing, through, reading to envelop these early years of adulthood. It sucks. It's times like these where you should just sit back and relax, and try not to over think all this. You'll find days where meeting people and getting the desire to actually do things will come naturally. You say you took up writing as hobby. That's a good thing. You should keep that up. During days when you're feeling all low and bored, writing can help you keep being constructive. Who knows, maybe there's a future lying down that path to boot.