Requiem

What is it - "Poshel k discordu, pshek"©?

I want to by model of MP-40 for next BronyCon in my city... But... security...

"Too many souls just fade away and leave nothing behind. Too many live just for the day and let their time pass by."©

"In their own track came the wolfpack. U-94 scores a kill in the dark, 124 sinking 4 in 2 approaches, 406 suffers failure on launch... "

I found the ideal of mare. But it is not my level... She is... very... educated and talented. And I just earth pegasus, a low-level worker in military industry, student... I dont know what I can do. I have a chance, but future is not known. It's my last foothold in this war that called happiness of being with someone. One more defeat and I will down. Will drowned in lake of blood from my bleeding heart and shards of it. And will fully closed from life. Thats all. What do you think about...

"Spiess voran, drauf und dran, setzt aufs Klosterdach den roten Hahn!"

Well... I see, tonight here online only... unter... ponies. I better go cry on the bed. With my plush Fluttershy... and dreams about True Harmony.

S5... *crying* It's so f... awesome...*sob* So many... happin....*sob*

Dear Princess. Today I sell my happiness for happiness another one. Feels like a rotten hay. But It's was be right... or stupid. Anyway... I don't know...

I feel pain. Again... like a many times before.

Soyuz neryshimiy respublik svobodnych... Okey. Right now I find version of "Smile,smile,smile" by my... fr... friend. She's voice is so cute. I afraid of love feelings. Because I have no chances with this filly. This mare - Russland. My Blitzkrieg doomed to defeat. Anyway. But... may... may I will die on this way to glory like a hero of Great Lunar Reich?

Hoof kick this life... Today I have another defeat of myself. Liebe ist nicht ein Krieg... Es ist Wahnsinn ... (Love is not a war. This is madness...). Now Im... Im surrender. I cant anymore. Too many losses.

My dedication for the cause and the wishes I've withdrawn, blessed me with nothing but the blame for friendships lost and virtues gone. My loyalty and honesty held nothing but decay, blessed me with nothing but the blame. If I had lost my way.

Needed only happy bronies... sad bronies not needed to nobody. Hypocrisy....

Hoof kick this spit. I have no strength to carry on . My life is a endless nightmare in my mind. No one believe in me. Too many helping hands and no one just believing in me and all what I do. Only compassions and consolations. I dont need it! I... just want... to be myself... And to feel what I can. What is my destination... But around only embrace of loneliness and walls, from which I hear my demons.

Hey bronies. What do you think about our russian comrades? I think they are barbarians. In their ranks reigns heresy, apostasy, praising of false ideals.

"Bloody pictures in news and tv but I don't care it's not a picture of me"©

Tonight only Sturmwehr will be my friend...

Feuer ze Laurenfaust!

I need some friedship tonight...

First day on the job. CNC be ready! Requiem comes!

"Hopeless misery!"

"My path into the shadows. It seemed so well defined. A labyrinth of darkness with no joy for me to find."

"Equestria! Lights of Equestria!"