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  1. Just realized Asgore is depressed too, like Sans. The flowers he waters has meaning for him. How he lost his kids, so he thinks about it every day.

  2. Considering writing a dark humor fic for fimfic

  3. But more advanced cephalopod skin, like, makes itself look and feel like I have a coat of fur, when really its just not.
  4. Also yes, it takes the pony form sometimes, also other forms, but lately more pony than not. Also can make itself taste/feel liek bubblegum, yogurt, cotton candy, playdough, silly putty. I mean, I just wanna combine multiple OCs into the character, like, for convenience's sake. So I don't need to be fickle and swap around too much, I can just be me, as OC, and whatever the hell I want. If I had to fit into mlp lore more, well, I guess half draconequus half changeling might be it, but EW chitin is terrible for neurons, if you want chitin congrats on halving your brain size! xD Thats why cephalopod skin.
  5. Also I mention my OC but vaguely so I will specify here. A shapeshifter. Because I change the preferred form too often, I figure making them ashapeshifter was the way to go, it also can explain whatever abilities I happen to be into etc. Plus I played [prototype] and stuff so, shapeshifter it is. I wanted to optimize the brain, sorta shapeshifter. Like, constantly changing color n texture, constantly doing magic, has magical soul brain extensions for more brain power and memory, has skin like a cephalopod because they are very sensitive and thats relevant for neurons, advanced senses cuz more brain processing power and efficiency would be required, tentacles for similar reasons, but I dont always feel like having tentacles, sometimes them being floppy is cute n fun, other times its like, a hassle to work with. Can see infrared(heat) ultraviolet etc etc. Then I am also entertaining the idea of cyborg/transhumanism transformations. Because magic, tech, and biology combined would be more optimal surely. But tech feels, less alive, I mean you can make it living if you really wanted to so it combines complexities of all systems. So it'd be pseudo-technology, and still bio-magical. Then also, mechanical brain extensions makes more sense than magical ones, and the magical ones would be more volatile, and then ya know, psychological dependence and withdrawal whenever you magic gets dispelled would be a hassle lol.
  6. I can't believe in heaven. There are math errors (and a dozen other reasons, and even more so, is they make sense where the bible does not. I can try disproving these things and fail, and I refuse to cherry pick and confirmation bias etc). But I can't get over what happens when I will die. I want transhumanism and that medicine they found which may reverse and slow aging. Then I want reinforcement to not die so easily from accidents like altered genes or such from an altered virus to make it so my body produces the strongest fibers in existence and properly, like spider-silk proteins, especially for the materials in my brain to prevent brain injury. But also I feel like I lack purpose. I'm a nobody, no nothing except some immediate family and random interests I pursue always on the computer. I am not a brave person. Half of this is prolly the unhealthy food I had last night, and also just life reminding me of my inevitable deterioration and demise lol. What even matters in life? Just my own interests? Making the world better? Both? Then I wonder how much I influence the world with my rants, and youtube comments, and tumblr r34 reblogs and blurting random facts here n there, and being a creeper at times and scaring people, or having a shitty OC so no one EVER wants to fucking draw it lolll. I like my OC tho, I like turning the dial to 11 (tvtrope/google it), I grew up with dbz mortal kombat final fantasy megaman digimon etc etc. Besides, its not a mary sue or gary stue. Its just OP as fuck lol. But, others operate on a ohhh cute pony sorta range of strength scale, which is like a magnitude 4 and my magnitude is like, 11 kek. But I mean, my magnitude is not 100, so people should relax lol. But my character got toned down since then anyways. Its silly, and no one likes that kinda silly. That was more when I was into Hellsing Ultimate, Naruto, and One Piece. But cool thing is combining the powers of Alex Mercer, and Alucard, that stuff is cool, it exercises my creativity in ways others can't appreciate. Because of how differently I grew up perhaps, or because I am not afraid of turning it up to 11, and combining and copying stealing inventing abilities. Abilities are like music, you can't have enough, some are objectively lamer than others, but if its your thing you still want it. But can you blame me, Megaman plus [Prototype] alone help give the idea of ability gaining, and I love it, I am greedy for abilities. Envious for abilities. I don't even watch full metal alchemist lol. But its like this. Flying. Being a pegasus is special. Magic, being a unicorn is neat. And then when you factor into it all the psychology changes, its kinda objectively superior for sentience. So of course I would choose Alicorn vampony crystal changeling draconequees (kekkles). And then branch out also, to everything I think is cool or worthwhile. My shitty OC is a shapeshifter, I wanted them to be colorful, but I got shit for it, but the people handing the shit out couldn't take shit themselves. Makes me think they are just selfish. People also called my OC a mary sue, well thats not true, my OC sure does whatever the fuck it wants, but it never gets its way and is prolly borderline paranoid. Like me. Ever since I was little, I kept changing which OC I wanted. Back then it was pre-internet, parent said I could invent an 'Alias' like that tv show that I didn't see more than one episode of. Iinvented multiple characters, powerful because I watch MK and DBZ etc of course they had to be powerful, why wouldn't they be? And I played with action figures for hours and hours growing up. I could imagine stuff like, oh this guy has purple glasses, those become a purple beam! *dbz influence* And these guys can karate chop, throw, stb, decapitate. And I wanted the action figures to show their damage. So I put one on a manual treadmill (non electronic) and put it in the rotating thing and ran on it to give him a black scar sorta deal. Later we took pliers so we could take certain toy's heads off and swap them around for more variety and creativity. And I saw the Tree of Might when I was little, rented it from the library. So needless to say I imagined incorporating that sorta calamity and power struggles into it. Like that guy only took one bite of the fruit, like a total noob, what if he instead, ATE ALL the fruit, and better yet, like carnage or venom absorbed itself into the tree for even more energy? That guy was an antagonist, a spiderman action figure with black instead of blue and taller than the majority of my action figures. I had this other C.O.R.P.S. Space dude, with the paint chipping from his helmet, and I imagine, he died in space, then came back to life, so he is an alien zombie thing, and eventually after literal hours of toy play he absorbs the absorbing sorta deal and the tree stuff etc. I imagine this guy had powers like a straight lazer beam he could direct cuz of the black dot on his helmet/space cap. Also when he flies dbz style through the air, the black lines on his glove things, cause a sparkly lazer thing that happens to his left n right that can slice through most opponents. Then some other character, was a badass kinda like snake if snake only got into super deadly fist fights and I gave him abilities that were ridiculous too. Always plot twists, people turning into robots, enemies being recycled and numerous. Some guys dying left n right brutally (MK remember? lol) But what made my daydreams more violent and younger, was the bible. I was allowed to start reading it when I was 6. When I did I read about knives and killing. So I folded a piece of paper and painted it red at the tip and pretended it was a knife and running around pretending to be chara basically lol. Mom said that was demented (how ironic her being christian and the bible giving me influence to do this) Then I got salty, because, tantrum stage of childhood development. So I invented a salty character. This character was too ridiculous, and I would periodically develop him more. He was an anti-hero who was first a villain, then a protagonist. Now anti-hero. He is the strongest character but he has to take his time for his schemes. He eats heavy metals to gain mass quicker, and can produce atomic bombs biologically and survive. He even invented an almost steam-punk robotic version of himself that has dozens of hidden weapons and explodes atomically when it dies, and he produced it biologically through his abilities. Then we got this guy with a mental case who can basically move as fast as quick-silver or the flash, but is wearing a helmet that stimulates his brain constantly so he acts crazy and eccentric. He is super weak but resilient and makes clones of himself, and this was before naruto. I also had a character sorta battle like GrimJow vs Ichigo between two characters of mine, before bleach existed. One guy wanting to beat the stuffing out of the other, but I had them more evenly matched. And more plot oriented. But GTA influences, the salty oc who is the strongest, prolly had some hulk influence too, would just go and punch civilians and brutally murder them for venting. I was getting bullied in my childhood, but when I changed schools and moved out it mostly stopped, and it took me a little bit to realize I was being the jerk. I was that tall kid back in class always quiet but would interject now n then based on what i thought was true. I was a christian fundamentalist, I thought if our soul is on the line why not take it more seriously? That thought alone brought me closer to atheism, because I started to ask questions, and then the answers would confuse me, I would ask more, get unsatisfactory answers. In college, a very left leaning one, it quickly explained to me why god wasn't real, between philosophy class and world history (which covered the church). Between that and my schizo brother giving me evasive psychology up in my room all the time, plus insomnia because I was introduced to the net late, and was SUPER gullible due to envy and wishful thinking. I literally lost my mind. Eventually I move out of that toxic internet community I was at(schizo 'spiritual' people and conspiracy theorists trolls and people who attend vampire parties and drink actual blood), and gaiaonline gave me an outlet for testing if my ideas were correct or not, they were not. Eventually I learn to recognize fallacies (leaps of logic) and biases all that stuff. I research more and more thoroughly, double checking to see if any religion is actually real or not. I noticed a basic pattern. Nomadicism existed with non-humanized deities. They had tall tales more than dogma. Then, sacrificial religions existed, due to early farming surpluses, they sacrifice people animals and food. Even pre-christianity culture did, and theres proof in the bible god suddenly saying you dont have to sacrifice your kid when he asks. Then, due to farming and territories etc, nomads who didn't adjust became raiders. Then, religion fought back and loved battle, think ancient celtics, just loved warfare. Then modern religion, think rome. Then subversion culture due to christian martyrs bringing a strain to rome causing rebelling slaves n such. Rome falls. This is why people should take the immigration stuff more seriously, and the marxist subversion. Anyways, there is one exception tot his religious pattern. If you don't develop a surplus, because you live in a region with like, too much desert or something. Then it changes the economic structure and how much people really wanna start conflicts, because why cross a desert for desert lands and commit battle to that it'd be suicide right. So some religions were different here n there, or entirely different. But none had what I was looking for. Because technically, if a god was real, its chosen people would have super technology super fast. That never happened. People claim divine inspiration for the piano invention and such., Thats just an epiphany they had from working so hard on related topics their brain came up with something far better than their previous tools of the trade. Its just an epiphany about efficiency, the brain was just pretty much imagining man oh man if life were easier/superior this is what it'd be like lol. If divine inspiration was real, why stop at one person a decade or so, why not just give it to everyone all the time who had resources? The number one cause of crime is boredom, if a god replaced boredom people wouldn't have a significant portion of the violence that exists today. But that barely a logical argument. And because of how I was bullied, when I got bullied in gaiaonline's debate section (trolling) I developed a method I had used when I was younger when I was getting bullied. Nearly pre-emptive responses. So I was like, ok, I am just going to KNOW all their counter-arguments so I can stop them before they start, to filter out any dissenters who might wanna yank my chain, or people who wanna not read the entire thread then post, when ia lready countered their argument before. This kills three birds with one stone. Eventually I get banned for impersonating cupcakes hd pinkamena when I found the edgy part of the fandom lol. I didn't spend a dime, but I spent two years playing their pixel item markets and got over a thousand items. I felt a huge sense of loss. http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/cupcakes-hd-on-youtube/27985157/ I left my second account, it was a waste of time. I look for mutiple sites to retake debating. First site, called debate, was full of elitists, trolls, crazy people, rude people. Couldn't argue with em, not one. It was cancer. The strongest level of PG cancer I have ever felt. Then I make my way here. Why do I get kicked from the debate forum here, because I was being too consistently anti-christian, beating a dead horse if you will. I just wanted the world to be more logical. My thought process was this, 1. Make a statement 2. preemptively counter their arguments 3. provide evidence for claims 4. illogic is bad I got banned for saying stuff like 'no christian is intellectually honest'. Which I said because, there are facts, and just ignoring them *froths at the mouth and seizes* So yeah. But the truth is, I wish heaven were real. Scratch the rest of the bible. Later I read the Art of War by Sun Tzu. It explains some of the dishonesty of the bible imo. For example, it advocates lying to your troops sometimes for strategic reasons. It advocates harsh discipline, so there are no dissenters. It explains alot of biblical 'injustice'. It was strategy. Just like it was a strategy for 'peace' which helped bring rome down. In any case, now I am dwelling on, when I die I want to be dreaming something pleasant. I just cant handle much stress, I lost my marbles before, stress easily gets to me at times. Its psychology, and biology. And youtube has a stupid notification system, and I made too many comments, now I cant find half of what i really want to reply to. Wake up to 30 notifications most of which are not even replying to me. No outlet for intellectual thought. But at least I am getting into cartoons and fiction again, my imagination has been improving. But, the edgy material plus poor diet yesterday is making me a little existential today. Well that, and I am not the healthiest person, not obese tho, but I have some skin problems. And I feel like no matter what I do its not going to make a difference. And pursuing just my interests, what good is that? Anyways I have a philosophy that anything can be understood. But some things are prolly not worth understanding. Not advocating for ignorance, just saying, time efficiency and psychological health wise lol. Like hotdiggedydemon had an interview with someone where he was quoting a slightly altered dialogue from a serial killer's interview. I think it was charles manson but IDR. Eventually I get around to researching serial killers. They tend to be spiritual individuals more often than not. Now I feel like sad Alphys. The internet has shown me some depraved things. Others have seen more depraved tho for sure. People say to shoot for the stars to land on the moon. I made platinum in Starcraft 2 as zerg. I am an OK spy in TF2 (not against a team of 1k hours individuals tho, they spycheck so hard) In Overwatch I was good with DVA before she got buffed, but prolly against noobers. Devil Daggers I have 310 seconds for a record on if I recall. But I am not motivated to do anything. Was working out well recently, but another health problem, why bother. I should starve myself til I am lean. I am barely not overweight tho. Too much fat ratio tho. I have pretty decent legs, if it were not for all those damn ingrown hairs. Raised mostly by a single mom, she had a boyfriend for a bit of it, I obviously wasn't taught right, or have super bad skin genes. Others have it worse, at least I am 6 foot 5. At least I have disability income. At least I have free time. Doesn't change the fact I am not happy right now. I blame diet, because I had antioxidants one day, none the next day plus a bunch of salty fatty carbs, of course its diet, thats pure oxidation after I had alot of antioxidants, my body is trying to cope with the reduced oxygen flow to my brain from oxidizing veins. Imma go take some anti-oxidants.
  7. I love it, and Season 3 is gonna be a blast, they foreshadowed it so it has to be true. I think the drama/action/plot will either get more intense, and/or more frequent (less filler). Either way is good. I think my favorite episodes are running with scissors, baby, season 1 finale, season 2 finale, and St Olga's reform school. Also Raid the Cave had great character development and interesting magical progression for star. Ludo and Glossy interacting was also good in that other episode. The Hard Way. If I have to speak one negative its that the aces up the writer's sleeves weren't used yet, but thats just going to be more epic when it finally does occur, like Marco with his scissors and how he learned to read the written languages, and other foreshadowy things. Face the Music also ended up pretty interesting, got to see more royal family interaction, and it was a good spectacle as well. Also if I think about it, H Poo's lair sorta is a very very nice place for setting up schemes and traps in advance. All you need to do is be like, ok, this scenario is dangerous *records everything on phone while leaving* *takes time to meticulously plan and gather equipment* *Suddenly, with only one month of planning in advance which is literally like (1 minute is 2 years, 30 seconds a year, a little less than 3 seconds a month) So its a very great and brilliant way to solve any situational problem. Heck, even 2 days to plan and clear your head would probably help for any emergency you don't need more materials or planning for just to take a moment and process what the heck is going on. Or you could go to a library from H Poo's world, and research, so you are better prepared against deadlier opponents. Heck, why didn't H Poo think of doing that too, she just Zerg rushes Toffee. You might think she would know better than most, heck she can do a zillion clones in the other dimensions, and replenish her mana or whatever, and send literal millions of clones over to Toffee and refine a strategy, and steal everyone back for safe-keeping, no losses had to occur. But then again I guess billions of aeons in your own dimension would make you a wee bit unorganized strategically.
  8. Starting to enjoiy dark material more since a dark fimfic I read so gonna be looking into those more.

    1. Widdershins

      Widdershins

      Does dark necessarily mean, like, Slasher Flick stuff? Or just scary?

      I tend not to look out scary stuff myself.

    2. backpon

      backpon

      Was just gonna ask if youve read FoE but then I realized your name was "lil Pip" and pic was lil pip.... 0_0

      (Hecking love that fic)

    3. Lil Pip

      Lil Pip

      Lol, yeah, can't ever seem to finish my attempts to reread it tho. xD

  9. I would share some but they are prolly too mature for here lol (plus idr how I saw half of them or what they r called, depends what kind of 'wtf' you want too) Imma try n watch your entries sooner or later.
  10. Metal, speedcore, brony stuff, furry stuff, 80s, variety, some classical, opera, like everything, but I am picky, so like 2% of everything. Mostly electronic genres tho. https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLap9u47kLr99SkVj0SV0xVHsGRclvmpdp Then some Weird Al.
  11. If they market it the right way then people can't be disappointed I suppose, because it doesn't defy their expectations, so they can't criticize it as much. Then again DeadPool had the opposite strategy for that, and tried marketing itself also as a romance movie.
  12. I play as whatever I want cuz mods, which means pony, argonian, khajiit.
  13. How many of you keep up with the show? I am a few days late to see the season end. I am not sure how they will introduce season 3, but I can try n google some of it to find out *a la google* yeah Season 3 is happening this summer, which makes sense they kinda emphasized the summer for the show, which is good because they won't have a time skip or anything silly. So Toffee got stronk is what happened. Seems like he absorbed the power of Space/Time and others. Glossaryk probably could've had the same issue, could explain why his book is blank. I loved the reveal of Star's Mom's armor. Also we can tell she is the most level-headed of the group, because she didn't just zerg rush Toffee like the others. Goat Angel Demon is dead, used too many phoenix downs. The fact Star's Mom saved the remains of Space-Time and AngelGoatDemon guy proves there may be other ways to bring them back to life, or to serve as evidence of what occurred. Idr if she grabbed the blank magic book or not. Next Season should be interesting, they kinda hinted it would be, now we have to worry about Anarchy/upset public of Mewny. We gotta see how Star handles being away from Earth and how Marco does. But Marco has his dimensional Scissors, so he doesn't have to care, and this could be a tease for character development. They did say it was only a few minutes Marco was gone so when he got the scissors its such a small event it'd make sense int he scheme of things Star might forget that he could just follow/visit her in the future. What do you guys expect for Season 3? I am not sure if the Toffee stuff will get resolved completely in Season 3, its a possibility that its a full arc tho. I vaguely remember noting other symbolism of character loss or death or such in an earlier episode of season 2, don't recall why/where tho. Then of course the mysteries I think would be resolving in Season 3, the questions that were raised, like why is the book blank, what happened to Glossaryk, What happens if Toffee gets his other finger (might actually be season 3 finale that just to make it more ridiculous.) Another thing I have questions for is Baby. Baby (the cat that evaluated Star) seems Glossaryk-tier in some ways. Except eats alot, prolly why Baby is trapped in a perfume container thing, or it'd consume vast swathes of farmlands or something lol. ALSO that individual had a crystal on their head like Glossaryk, so I have multiple probably inaccurate guesses for that. Its a similarity worth noting tho. I don't think I can make this longer-winded, what are your guy's thoughts?
  14. Technically Harry Potter beat them to the punch for a castle that has a room that does that, but the context is a bit different. But just shifting rooms around n stuff doesn't sound highly interesting. Like, it didn't even turn the dial to 11. http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/UpToElevenAnd I can imagine some crazy stuff, but this is akids show don't wanna weird em out too much, but yeah technically Hogwarts kinda beat this to the punch, just a little, and maybe even that wasn't original.
  15. Coconut water, protein shake, stick of pepperoni.
  16. I would like it if they broke the 4th wall in a creepy manner instead of a humorous manner, and give fairly accurate but shifted perspective analysis monologues ont he state of equestria and plan on changing it, and Twilight thinks well *technically* they didn't do anything wrong yet, and *technically* they are correct, and it causes a social rift within the mane 6, then the alt 6 need to step up. Discord sees its a kid and thinks, what? This isn't a problem, seriously guys *leaves*. Then the kid owns the first monopoly, tricks Celestia into signing away the country into a democracy. Some jokes involving how they transition into getting homeless and coping with working a normal life for the first time in a millenia or two. The kid hires a bunch of relic producers to give flying and magic wards, yet owns a robot suit or something, then hilarious fail attempts at solving the situation. Starlight n Trixie steal some power amulets then wreck the suit, the kid threatens to sue, all the bodyguards become a problem, who used to work as royal guards. End of story Celestia bans technology and free trade lul.
  17. I have seen moments where both sides are wrong, and both have their valid sides to them. Both sides generalize alot tho to cater to their demographic, which ends up with some ironic statements, like 'they all generalize us'!
  18. Having a bunch of parmasean cheese, lets see if it causes opioid withdrawal symptoms again xD or if something else caused that

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      Did you know that parmesan cheese causes migraines if eaten in large amounts?

    3. Lil Pip

      Lil Pip

      Cheese has a protein called casein which is an opioid. And yeah anything fatty n salty n large amounts prolly would lol.

    4. Widdershins

      Widdershins

      Well that explains why that happens to alot of people who have to talk to me!

      PLAY ME OUT JOHNNY! *Ba-dum-Tish!*

  19. I hate it when I lag~~

  20. If her parents are alive its going to provide pointless conflict to fill an episode, its too easy to do. We get some sappy moments, some why weren't you here moments, eventually a conclusion, it writes itself. Doesn't mean its what the show needs tho, in fact it kinda contradicts it the consensus would be, but history is told by the victors they say.
  21. Why not, half of the new episodes that have any interesting plot contradicts everyone's headcannon anyways.
  22. Trixie was neutral, then bad due to an artifact, then neutral then good. I guess. But thats still somewhat heavy-handed of an approximation. People are more complex usually than simply good or bad, it depends on motivations intentions consequences etc. Then again, tho it'd be difficult, you could make some people perfectly well intentioned and using common-sense, then still produce more disasters than others due to recklessness or misinformation or assumption. So i think consequence is what matters most. But the first episode with Trixie she was just doing her little show and they chased her out of town for basically roleplaying, the worst she did was get carried away when others interrupted her show. Which is bad, but it'd mean she is neutral-bad. Not bad bad, its more complex than most people consider. Currently she is good and maybe some neutral. She has to earn a living and stuff, she can't get along with everyone. No one can, so to someone she will always seem bad. But seeming =/= is being. Sometimes consequences have different perspectives that can apply to them.
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