I'm sorry if I say too much, or I say the wrong thing. I've never been good at stringing coherent sentences together. I have a bad habit of mumbling, avoiding eye contact and backing away. I also have a tendency to over explain. I do answer questions and arrive at my point. But like Twilight, I can go on a little more than I may need to Like Applejack, I'm the dutiful one. I've been adrift, since I was a kid. Moving (what felt like) every year. So, I've never had a family. I found someone in school, who became my best friend in the world. And somebody else, later on. The latter was very cruel, and left me behind. The first, pulled what Discord did to Fluttershy in Twilight's Kingdom. Our friendship had it's trials, but she and I were as thick as thieves. She came back, and we were on deck for a lot of adventures. As I prepared the sandwiches, she put me in a cage and disappeared, without even saying goodbye.
Discord: "Surely you saw this coming?" Fluttershy: "I didn't, I really didn't!" (It took a while before I realized why I was openly weeping with Fluttershy).
I love stories. They're undiscovered, pre-existing worlds. And a good story, invites you into that world and makes you feel welcome. I adore that. I like to write, I've written two novels. But, because Fluttershy and I have a lot in common, the one that I'm actually proud of lives in my draw.
At the end of the day, I'm not very complicated. I have two little sisters who need me because they don't have anybody else to rely on. So I have to carry the weight that's accumulated over time. Even if, I'd like for it to be over. But, it's not over, I'm still here. and I'm not going anywhere. Friends are the one thing I long for, and the one thing I don't have. I feel like I came to the right place?