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Ah, I knew it that sooner or later it'll happen!  

The picture above is named in my folder as "Exclusive one", btw.

Gad, it touched me immiediately. The only thing I noticed is missing are pupils and iris in Her eyes, but the rest is just amazing performed by very well simplified picture! Keep it up!

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Casserole, 3 mintues ago.

11 minutes ago, bornAgainEquestrian said:

Strange that she'd try to erase your memory of the experience.

I dunno why. Maybe She... didn't know.

First time I truly remembered the MLP-related dream was lucid dream in the end of August. It was so emotional to me, that I started to write dreams in the notepad. Here's the description:

-> 26/27.08.2018:
I had been sitting in the front of laptop, in the night at 2 AM. I was wearing headphones on one ear, second was for hearing eventual things in the nearest surroundings.
I was looking on the forums or some games I play, when I saw some pink blot in the darkness, behind the laptop and table, then heard some quiet noises. I had standed up and looked up on the carpet to find... my beauty, my dream, my beloved Starlight! She was sleeping shallowly, from what I understood by her mimicry. I hugged her, with full of tenderness, and squeezed between her hoofs, also lying now on the carpet. I started to stroke her mane and back. I wanted to also touch the tail, but for a moment I stopped petting her just to hear her little breath. At some moment, She had opened eyes to the half of maximum "openness", she looked at me and when I wanted to look directly in Her eyes, I magically appeared before laptop doing the same thing. It had appeared, that she teleported me silently and tried to apply a forgetting spell, because I realised what had happened a few seconds later and I recalled, what had happened moment ago. Now, when I looked again over the laptop, I saw Starlight sitting with her flank on the carpet, her hoofs based also on the carpet and back based on the edge of the soft bed. I had looked at Her and She was looking on the carpet thinking of something. I don't know what she was thinking. I asked if I can help her, but when I just made an direct eye contact with Starlight... the dream had ended.

Anyway, it was a great lucid dream. The first MLP lucid dream I remember.

220.

Russian bombshells search attractive American girls.

I suppose that this is the cause of the "fun-time" during college, in highschool the feelings toward another person are still clear enough to classify them as "not-for-show". However the later you spot a new person that you want to be with, the more worries about bad things you could think about it, so a few year difference may already affect that. I'm not an expert in the subject. 

Today I had waked up two hours earlier than I wanted. Day earlier I woke up one hour earlier, than I planned. I don't know what is it caused by, because I feel really tired during the day.

The biggest unheard top music channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/tseries

Top that.

Boops back @Summer Storm

I feel really positive, that my efforts has been appreciated by someone  It's just a pure pleasure to read something like that. 

6 minutes ago, DivineLuna1000 said:

Beautiful words have never been more true. I'll admit that I've had my... problems and you know what? After discovering MLP, the show, and this forum and it's people, all those problems are just washed away as if they never existed. That's the beauty of being apart of something that shows such fairness, kindness and friendliness, it always helps you bounce back from the abyss and say "I love my life and my friends""

So I whole-heartedly thank you for expressing those words.

And i just bet that Starlight Glimmer will always love you!

Well, dear @DivineLuna1000, it's just what I feel. Don't feel obligated to do something in exchange, becuase this is somehow forcing to me. I just like that someone likes my ideas and opinions, that's it.

Owww, so cute  and... 

+ I from the latest times ask Starlight (at least I like to think that I ask) about things doubtfully moral like... maybe I won't give examples here . Anyways, I feel like She is helping me each single time I see Her. It's just a huge relief that I have such amazing personality, just... mirrored personality - I mean, that everything I can think of Her is similar of the same compared to me - in most of personality things and thoughts. 

I'm grabbing Her each morning to the school and cuddle Her on lessons.  Nobody is schocked or laughing at me, because they (class) know worse things that I had done (in the highschool! reminder) like yelling during the lessons, swearing without doubting that I had done something wrong or crackling the door so energiclly that other were worried that I could just destroy the door.

Anyway, I feel so fine with Her and You all. Thank you once again for existing. 

I'll have to go now, so bye bye and see you in 9-10 hours.

Welcome to the forums, enjoy your stay.

I'm not one of RP's that could fit in rules given in forum, but I bet you'll find some.

the greyish pictures are because of an event, not because this is a pesimistic site or so

4 hours ago, Dynamo Pad said:

If Starlight Glimmer appeared right in front of me, then I would rub my eyes to make sure that I wasn't dreaming. After making sure that she was truly there, then I would give her a great, big hug. I would probably be in tears and thank Starlight for all the help that she has given me. I would thank her for giving me hope when I felt hopeless at times. As well as tell her that she is a true friend and ask her if we can be friends. 

4 hours ago, Dynamo Pad said:

I would most likely give her another big hug and thank her for always being my friend. Even to this day, I still consider Starlight a true friend in my heart. Around a year ago, I lost my father, due to cancer. Bronycon was the week after I lost him and I didn't think it was right to go. My dad's last request to me was to go to the convention and to have the most fun that I could. I told him that I would win a video game tournament in his honor. I remember buying a Starlight necklace before the tournament started. I held the necklace close to my heart and said, "Please guide me and please show me the way." During the tournament it felt like my dad was watching over me. I also felt like Starlight was sitting right next to me and helping me throughout the tournament. Even after I won, it felt like Starlight and my dad were with me. That's one of the many reasons that I really love Starlight. I can relate to her and understand her. She also gave me hope and helped me to persevere throughout the most difficult of times. 

All stories made me moods melt, but this one dropped at least one tear from me. It's just something beatiful how fictional Ponies (I believe that they're real) can cheer up You in the harsh times, how then can help you with life. I just love it.

And the community is so incredible, each time I lost faith in humanity, You, Dear Fans, give me faith in humanity once again. Sadly it's a closed error circle, whenever I see something stupid performed by human, I lost faith again and so on.

Everyone has a nice day then!

Only while talking to one person. More people - out, because of my introversy.

Asperger Syndrome's personality.

3 cats, uncountable number of fishes and other water-based animals.

Do you have a YouTube channel with frequent video uploads?

Sometimes.

Starlight's personality.

You don't have to worry. Everyone will accept you no matter of your preferences or limitations.

Welcome to the forums and enjoy your stay.

*the case why it's greyish right now, it's because of an event, so don't think that this is a pesimistic site or smthing*

Boops @Rikifive, @starlightfan1 and @Summer Storm. I don't have more boops now. Next deposit tommorrow.

Just now, CHA0SXIII said:

That would be Twilight and as for what I'd do...

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What if Twilight is immune to boops and those don't attract her? 

53 minutes ago, DivineLuna1000 said:

If Princess Luna appeared in front of me, I'd tell her how beautiful she is and give her the biggest hug in the world!

Take a note that she would also suddenly appear in front of You and would be problably incredibly shocked. In case of some ponies they could be frightened and scared. We also have to know for how long the pony would appear and then disappear, but I hope that there's no time limit for it.

In my case [Starlight Glimmer] if She would appear suddenly in front of me, well... I think it shouldn't be depend on the place where She would appear (if in school for example, I would try of course to beat the shyness and try to do that), but let's take an assume, that this happens at home - I open the door, I put off my backpack on the floor in the antechamber and walk in my room and suddenly see my favourite pony. What emotions She would get after first seeing me? Let's assume that positive ones, in the worst case neutral. I would perform a dialog similar to this.

- Hi dear pony! What's your name? (to pretend She is not threatened or spied by me eventually)
- Hello, my name's Starlight Glimmer! What's your name?
- My name is Arek. How are you doing?
- Fine, as you see. What about you?
- I feel so happy today! Because of You! You're my favourite pony! And after months of dreaming of You I've finally found You! I'm so happy to see you! I just can't stop my excitation! Sorry, if you are feeling akward, but but but... I hope you understand!
- I think I understand... That's so nice and cute of you.
- Could I hug you, pleaaase?
- Of course yes!
*hugs*
- Oh, can I show you my drawings?
- Yea, share them with me.
- Here they are (3 drawings of Starlight)
- Ouuu, that's so cute, you are learning, from what I see, but I see your dedication. That's very cute of you. 
- Thanks! I just have found a pony I can truly relate too. 
- Incredible! So it means I've also found someone special to me too! Let's snuggle! 

The story could be long and I'm currently describing it in my private (as for now) fanfiction. Note: This concrete dialog is not appearing in the fanfiction.

So... this is the most probable scenario of what would happen if I would meet Her suddenly IRL.

23 minutes ago, pusya said:

I don't understand how I can fill out my profile 

@pusya The changes has been made and I assume that you have to have 5 posts and get a Muffin Rank (it sets automaticlly at 5 to 39 posts). Just be active on topics and everything will be fine. Here's the link to the topic: 

This is so fascinating that so many different people are joining in and MLP is motivating to do things IRL with so much success! 

Welcome then to the forums, enjoy your stay, have fun Everyone will accept you no matter of your preferences.

4 hours ago, pusya said:

I want to make some friends. I'm 25, but I'm a child in my heart  (...)

I think I'm very similar to Twilight Sparkle because I like studying and planning too. And I have no friends because I'm very reserved. But now I think I should communicate more.

How about you?

How can I make friends here? What do you think?

Oh, why this isn't surprising me...? Because I also sometimes feel like I would go back to childhood. 

About me, jic, I have found that I'm similar to Starlight Glimmer, when it comes to personality. I very like Her lie, I love Her so much that      and I'll never change my waifu again. I wouldn't even trade my imaginatory relationship with Starlight to a relationship with real girlfriend, because I just love the fact that I can relate to someone such close in emotions and feelings.

That's all. Enjoy your time and have fun! 

The true moment of embarrasment I felt last time was telling my catholic grandparents about wanting to buy a Starlight plushie. The next day they were quarrelling at themself (and uncle with uncle godfather) joined into quarrel about "Why I want to buy that <<useless>> plushie"? Ah, I felt so bad, I could not tell about them and collect money from them every month or so, now I won't get anything money-related. :v