Cocokoru

May favorite is Galarian Celestia Rapidash!

I simply don't wanted to be alone anymore. I tried some other Fandoms as well, but this here is by far the most welcoming and friendly one~! Everything is possible! I met the friends I have now in totally unexpected places and circumstances. It's the randomness that lead us together. It's just important to stay active and be patient.

At that age, I think it's normal to feel hate against a person, depending on the circumstances. When you don't now it better, you can tend to the extremes. I felt that too, when I was younger. But it got replaced with “not caring” when I grew older. That's the best advice I can give, because the one you hurt the most with negative feelings, that would be yourself. And to answer the question: I love my mother and don't care about the rest. :') I love all nice people, so it doesn't matter if it is a family member or not. It's just pure luck if one get born in a nice and friendly family or not. There is no reason to force it to make it work. People are all different anyway, so it's also understandable, if one would rather consider his friends his true family or something.

Wow, that's a tough question to be honest. I can't remember what I did each year and which exact year it was. I guess it would be good to have a diary for this kind of moments, haha. But I can say that the year 2019 is the most memorable. ...And not only because it's the most recent. I did find the courage and made lots of new experiences, which also made me a better person, I understand many things better and I truly know what I want now. Depending on what you do in life, you may (often...) encounter people who don't understand you, maybe judge you. But I learned that there is a place for everyone out there and I don't want to hide anymore. Always staying true. I left my old life behind and found a few amazing people this year. I discovered the My Litte Pony show. <3 I started to draw. And I worked on other personal projects. But the most important lesson to me is, that life is only truly enjoyable, if you can share the experiences with friends and/or experiencing them together.

I totally need both! Can't live completely on my own without friends. But I also can't be with them 24/7. But the thing is though... Being with strangers never fulfills me. Never. Only closer friends make me happy. Finding those friends is my goal and driving force and reason for me being so open. But the good thing is, that this goal makes everything inbetween super exciting as well.

The way I see myself is often different from how others see me. That's why I like those topics, it's really interesting. Some people think more highly of me, whilst I do not agree. Like when somone mentions how confident I was, when I'm actually nervous like a guinea pig. But I do the same, I think highly of others in various aspects, but they don't think so of themselves. But how would I describe myself...? Multifaceted. I mean I don't feel the same every day. But mostly I'm calm, more quiet, more the thinker type, but I also love deep conversations. I love happiness, peace, friendship, love - all the positive things, I live just for that. But on the other hand, there is also a lot I don't like and avoid mostly. I don't care about all the popular things and mainstream stuff in general. Joking around and mindless fun make me feel uncomfortable, very sad and unfulfilled. I also dislike memes and vulgar language. I think I just live in my own pace, independent from what's going on around me. I strictly refuse to change myself (and my honest feelings), unless I know I'm doing something awful.

Ackee. I just hope they are so afraid of me, that I don't get eaten.

I tested this through and though! I'm kind of an expert, yeah! In short: long hair is the best~! Having really short hair is...odd. They become “gross” so much faster, you have to wash them, like, every day. Long hair stays fresh longer. I like to wear headphones, but they put a “stamp” on top of the head when having short hair. And it will just stay until you wash it out. It looks so stupid but I love music too much. Only side effect with long hair is, when you have curly hair like me, combing the hair is not easy. Knots... And finding a good hair stylist is extremely difficult with curly hair, because they have zero experience with those and handle them like straight hair! It's a total mess, to say the least. At least where I live. But still, having long hair is surprisingly less work and middle-length or long hair just looks really neat.

I'm a sole McDonalds guy. In the eyes of a kid (me in the past), the Burger King looked like a more serious place, don't know. And the name made me think they only sell burgers anyway, so I never bothered, haha. And this stuck with me until this day!

Same here~! It's funny, because just recently I thought about a personal change, like trying something new or maybe finding something that fits me and my personality. While looking through the online shops, I just got bored more and more and stopped after 10 or 20 minutes. I never cared how others look. And I will never care how I look...to an extent! Hygiene is what is important to me. Simple black outfits look the best to me, just normal shirts and jeans. As long as it is nothing “lazy”, if you know what I mean. But I also think women have more possibilities. Something like a dress fits them. I could technically wear them too of course, but in my opinon it doesn't look nice on a guy.

I wonder what is going on in their minds, when they say something like this. “Too old for xy”... I think they are diesrespecting life itself, when they say something like this. It's like thinking their own way of living the life is the better (or only) way and are forgetting that everyone is different, has different interests - and simply: things that make them happy. But I think those kind of people are more rare, since I only heard this only one or two times in my life.

This year was a year of learning for me, a year of making lots of new experiences. I was a lone wolf person my whole life. From kindergarten up to the first work place, it was a chain of meeting the wrong people. It made me literally ill and I thought it would be the best to avoid humans altogether, I thought this is the only way to be happy. But I felt lonely nonetheless. Because of this, I wanted a change. Finding the courage and joining some online communities. It led to other struggles and a lot of negativity and hate. But I was able to meet a few people who later became my friends. Thanks to them I learned so much. And since then I was sure that friendship and strong bonds do really exist and aren't just a dream or wishful thinking. It just takes time to find them. Staying alone all the time leads to nothing of course. It is really important to have others, to have friends. They give us new wisdom, new perspectives. We become better people thanks to them. And since I made those experiences, being alone feels empty. I never want to be alone again. I think 2020 will become another great year with new experiences. I want to go a step further, being more active, finding more friends, trying out new stuff in real life and finally start to fight against my illness more seriously, since I have reasons now...and the strength. I'm just happy that I have a goal in mind and there is so much to enjoy along the way.

I love coconuts, especially the water in them - yummy. I figured “Coco” sounds just as cute, but Coco alone isn't really unique as a name. The “koru” part is just a part of other names I used in the past, I borrowed it from there, haha.

Oooh, I'm so happy for you guys!

I agree. Feeling guilt is what describes my feelings better. I don't feel regret or shame, because there isn't anything. Only shame in the sense of shyness, but I overcame that pretty much. Feeling guilt on the otherhand has a purpose, it was necessary and lead me to the person I am now. Every experience is new wisdom and it will make one an even better person each time.

I love the topic, but it will take me a while to look it all up, THANK YOU! The first games each year is what I personally consider the best, so I sorted that too. 2010: Nine Hours, Nine Persons, Nine Doors, Golden Sun: Dark Dawn 2011: The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time 3D, Super Mario 3D Land 2012: Virtue's Last Reward 2013: Super Mario 3D World, The Legend of Zelda: A Link Between Worlds, Luigi's Mansion 2, Game & Wario, Mario’s Super Picross (Wii U VC) 2014: Mario Kart 8, Hyrule Warriors (without DLCs), Advance Wars (Wii U VC) 2015: Code Name: S.T.E.A.M., The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask 3D, Super Mario Galaxy 2 (Wii U VC), Captain Toad: Treasure Tracker 2016: Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair (PC), Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc (PC), Zero Time Dilemma, Pokémon Moon 2017: Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony, Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls (PC), Fire Emblem Warriors, Super Mario Odyssey, Mario Kart 8 Deluxe, Splatoon 2 2018: Donkey Kong Country: Tropical Freeze (Switch), Super Smash Bros. Ultimate, Super Mario Party 2019: Zanki Zero: Last Beginning, AI: The Somnium Files, Luigi's Mansion 3, The Legend of Zelda: Link's Awakening

I always eat alone. I don't like the eating noises of others. And talking while eating is rather inconvenient. So ironically, I like always to chat with people, except while eating. It's even worse for me while watching a movie or something. Especially in a movie theater, haha... On the other hand, when I watch a movie alone, I often like to eat something while doing so. Just making myself a nice and comfy night~

I don't watch many in particular, I use YouTube to listen to music 99% of time. But I watch every video made by RWhiteGoose, so he is my favorite for sure. Most YouTubers don't feel real, are loud, use strong language, cut their videos after every two sentences. He is not like this for the most part, that's why I like to watch him. When I watch videos, I seek knowledge. Most funny things are just...not for me. <3 Like Rémi Gaillard, his videos are fantastic. Most of them have some kinda message and a creative value for me.

In my native language no. Maybe I pronounce some words differently by accident, but not that often, I think. On the other hand, it is really hard for me to understand old people sometimes, because of their dialects. It's like they are talking in a whole other language, haha. I really wonder how I sound to others when talking in english, what I actually never do (no opportunity).

Anyone who would be interested in playing games. Video games. Or watching half a season of MLP~

Being happy is success to me.

I know the song, but I don't know the text. I'm unfamiliar with most popular things.

I don't understand the reference. A song, I assume? My comment was actually a small riddle, which would lead to my real name, haha.

My real name is "young man".