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The first question stirring something complex and overwhelming in starlight, the gravity of which could be seen in the stiffness in her facial expressions. she was not used to people questioning her motives, nor showing much empathy to her actions, but some thing about the situation made starlight drop a few ounces of weight on her facial expression even though it was quite difficult answering, suddenly, it turned quite emotional as something within her broke through, a sense of humanity. “-Honestly, I feel worthless with a cutey mark, It did not matter much when it came to keeping me and Sunburst together, all my cutey mark did was highlight the difference that I had with other ponies.” Her voice, dredged with passion and pain. “ How I want to feel, is understood by some pony, I don’t quite care if ponies don’t understand why I do the things that I do, but they don’t quite understand that I do it out of love. The love that I want to feel that I’ve never got, I understand that I’ve done wrong things… but nobody has ever took the damn time to notice that I was suffering as they were changing, I took it in my own hands to control my life again.” A complicated flurry of emotions spun through her mind, sinking a heavy upset in her throat, feeling that choked her up. Tears spilling out from either side of her eyes. “ I want to ask both of you, what would you do.. if you lost someone, To make the pain go away, where would that take you?” Starlight shifted to pace as she paced, a pause in her speech as a smirk bounced to break some of the seriousness etched on her face. “I used to be idealistic once too, I used to think that as if we if we believed in the greater good, that somehow love could conquer all- but how good is it when it can be easily taken away from you?“ she was slowly removing a mask, she tilted her head to a new angle, to the side, shadows, casting across the right side of her cheek. “There are no good ponies any more, just villains of various degrees” that was the best she could come to directly answering the question, more of trying to justify her feelings, to get them to understand where she was, On a tall jagged cliff of emotions. “There is very little balance in this world anymore“ she then faced back at the two ponies slowly as her face cast more shadows. “If you insist trotting through life, hooves laden with hope, you will only meet one devastating heartache after another-.” shifting back a little,noticing how impassioned she had gotten. “I am sorry, I do not mean to impose on you two.” @Props Valroa @Skylight Scintillate

Something about magnolia rubbed starlight glimmer the wrong way, she raised an eyebrow at her, knowing that she was judging her as much as she was judging magnolia, she decided to keep her eye on her. Something about her presence made her feel a bit defensive, of course starlight was not a saint herself, starlight felt self conscious and insecure about her own wrongdoings. “Okay twilight, I understand and I will see you on the train to the crystal empire” She spoke affirmatively, she felt a little bad that she has not spoken in depth with twilight but she had a little bit of hope that she did not think bad of her, as much as she probably deserves it, thought starlight. She would have more to say to twilight once she saw her again. Starlight was incredibly charmed by moon dancer and minutes hospitality and friendliness, something she had not felt genuinely in a very long time, something that made her nervous and twitch, because she was used to controlling things. Although emotion pulled her to stare at both there eyes. “Honestly, I would love nothing more to be your friends- I haven’t felt loved like this in years- I just- I - um.. yeah let’s hang out and talk?” She looked like she was about to cry, but it was a good one. “I am sorry- I am not used to ponies being nice to me- I just want you guys to like me” she also gave thought to what they mentioned about sunburst. @Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa

Startlight glimmer winced at the reminder, part of her did not appreciate that, but she shrugged it off, bearing a small eye roll at the stealing cutie marks part and then continuing. “ I am just afraid that you will look down upon me because I haven’t really done a lot with my life outside of my village. I mean comparatively to him and where he has gone.” Starlight looked and kept a dazed stare at Moondancer for a second, she was incredibly moved by her words, her surge of warmth and empathy felt through her words getting to starlight. “maybe, it is worth reaching out to him in the end, Moondancer. I really appreciate you speaking to me about this, this is something I spent years thinking about, and I was honestly afraid to do, but maybe there is a chance after all.” @Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa

“C-crystal empire? What would he be doing all the way up there, I thought maybe he would live in Canterlot.” She had a profound sense of enlightenment over her, her head even deeper into thoughts now as she wrapped her head around this revelation.. “ I am not sure if I should visit him, maybe he would not remember me.” As a cute little, sidenote, starlight beamed a little grin at minuette. “ ah- I see you have mastered one of the more complicated levitation spells, the hardships of eating fruit and cheese on a cracker~” she said with a bit of cheek, but it was playful, she beams a smile at her. “ thank you-for letting me know this, even though I am apprehensive, it helps me more than you know.” Starlight listened intently, she couldn’t help her feel incredibly moved by Moondancer story, she felt exactly just like her. It opened up a little bit in her heart, although she was still guarded with a sense of not wanting to feel heartache, this was a good start. “ Moondancer, you have made so much progress. as someone who has been through similar circumstances, I feel a sense of happiness for you, I’ve spent years feeling sorry for myself and frankly a bit jaded, but I’m happy for you, it’s been a long time since I could say that about some pony. I’m just curious, though, how do you cope with the possibility of rejection? I mean you could of dedicated yourself to reuniting but you could’ve been pushed away, I am still in that stage, I don’t know if I should open up to sunburst again because I’m scared that I won’t be enough.” Starlight was incredibly intrigued, it briefly snapped her out of the beautiful headspace that she was in, but only for a moment, something about Magnolias response triggered something in her to listen. Almost like she was being pulled by two different forces, one for power, and the other for genuine love with sunburst.. start like glimmer pinched her lips tightly together and tried to restrain herself from asking questions about the shadow like magic, so she decided to choose Sunburst. “Uh- magnolia, How do you think I should approach Sunburst if I was to meet him again, of course I have to find him first, but if I was to, what do you think I should say I wouldn’t know where to start.” @Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa

A deep, passionate expression bloomed across her face, deepening warmth could be felt from her words as she immediately engaged with this conversation. “ l am really fascinated with teleportation spells and levitation, I’ve actually been studying levitation for very long time, ever since I knew how to read honestly. Makes traversing a whole lot easier.” Starlight glimmer looked at her with shock, her eyes widening, she looked down at the floor and then back up at her, a nervous, energetic, energy, forming in her. “More.. more than anything I would like to.” @Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa

Start a glimmer shifted back a little bit, and then tempered her expression by pinching her lips a little bit, she gave a little nod and was listening intently. Starlight thought in her head about the optimistic thought of getting a second chance in her own little way. She paid close attention when Magnolia mentioned that she studied magic, interest grew starlight as she lean forward with a smile. “Oh! This is totally my area of expertise, what type of magic books do you read?” Starlight glimmer was shy at the question, but she had the will to see it through starlights face darken a little bit as she started to address minuet’s question. “ well, his name was Sunburst and we used to live in the same town together, we were really close friends and would play games together as fillies, but one day he had to leave because he got accepted into some school or something.. I can’t really remember. I kind of blocked it out from my memory. @Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa Starlight rubbed her hoof against her chin, she was thinking about what minuette had just told her and then responded with “ I mean, aren’t you two upset? She asked minuette. “ it’s been an awful long time and it would be very shocking if you’re best buddy just vanished” once you guys get further and your conversation and she hears her forgiving twilight, starlight looks at them with a bit of ease and relief, kinda like she connected the dots in her brain. “C-can I be your friend? She said towards the three of them” her was very eager to get in on this genuinely. she had missed an authentic friendship, her eyes landing towards Magnolia.

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa starlight tilted her muzzle to the side and then shifted her gaze back to twilight, feeling a smattering of mixed emotions. “ yeah has never written me back, I feel like maybe he has forgotten about me.. I don’t know, if I message him back, will he even care?” She followed behind magnolia and twilight, her thoughts stewing over in her mind about what magnolia had said to her, she had been making new friends, but maybe not in the traditional way. She thought about sunburst and then shifted her attention to minuette standing in the doorway, she did not know this pony, but she found her quite amusing, trying to herself to be more engaged with twilight and Magnolia, she could stop laughing. ”Um, I can’t help but think you look like a particular brand of tooth paste” She said under her breath- “although it’s nice to meet you, please tell me girls, what is your relation to one another? How are you all feeling?” Trying to be more engaged

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa Starlight glimmer looked down at the floor, she was very embarrassed, and some anger creeped up on her for expressing some vulnerable things to them, her head danced around if it was the right decision, a burning red crimson blush stayed heavy on her face. ” well, I had a best friend that left me a very young age, he had to leave because of his city mark and it tore my heart apart being away from him because of those differences. It was a very difficult time in my life, and I have a very hard time coping with what happened” it all sounded genuine and from her heart. After finding out that the two were related, starlight glimmer shifted her attention onto them, an interest creeping onto her face. “ wow what are the chances of you two coming across each other? and you both being related to each other, I think that you will have to have a complicated conversation with your parents.”

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa starlight brought in a quick breath and heaved it out with a quick exhale, she raised her hooves and started to rub her eyes in circles, not knowing that she dragged a little bit of her mascara down below her cheek. as soon as her breathing gained some normalcy, she was incredibly embarrassed, a heavy, deep red hue illuminated all across her cheeks. giving both of them a quick glance as she swallowed and began to try to pick up where she left off. “-Ih.. oh, I am sorry, I just have some issues.. I think it’s better off that we just continue on and maybe talk about this later” she looked up again crossed her hooves rather sternly. she calm down a little little bit bit more as she listen to her suggestion to go down to Canterlot. “Maybe we could have a conversation about trauma on the way?” She said with a little bit of humour to her voice. she was very embarrassed, but ready to kind of open up to the two of them more. A little bit of her inhibitions behind for now to explore with these new ponies. Eventually touching up what the two of them were saying, she looked at the two of you with a smirk on her face, she couldn’t believe that they were related, but she bit her tongue.

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa Starlight glimmers face retreated in a heavy and deep, burning red fluster of absolute shock at twilight’s questioning. She had never been questioned like that before. Her eyes shook hard from her emotional recoil, her eyes watering and threatening to cross over her mascara, suddenly a blunt jolt of anger stormed across her expression, and her lips pinched together tightly as to shut down her emotions. Her mind storming with 1 million things at once, she wasn’t even thinking and blurted out the first response that came to her mind. ” I’ll have you know that cutie marks only widen the gap between between our difference's -and disparity’s- and m- my group-“ Her emotions cut her sentence, she was getting choked up with tears. It Flooded her ability to speak, “Equality- hnng.. gh-“ all of your questions swirling around starlight mind, blurring together and becoming very difficult to make clear. She grasped onto the table in front of her and started to weep deeply. “Sunburst.. he used to be..” you could see her anger, breaking apart, and opening up to vulnerable part of humanity inside of her. “Why-.. sunburst WHY!?” Everything was such an incredible blur, a part of her could tell magnolia was speaking to twilight in there own conversation, but she could not make out anything, it was something she would have to explore later when she was in a better headspace, she just felt incredibly embarrassed crying and having a mental breakdown around strangers.

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa Finding her self on a nice firm oak seat as they got settled in this much better environment suited for private conversations, she leaned forward onto the table, Passion swelling past her better judgment to be so honest with strangers, Starlight began by insisting to Twilight "Well to be honest with you, we value equality very much so in our little community- and so we believe everyone should be equal in all aspects of there identity, You know if somebody has a special talent that could make another pony feel lesser, then I feel like that would not be good fit for our community. So that is too say, I am trying to figure out a system so that we could store our cutie marks, just temporally. I mean right now the closest thing we have to appearing equal is putting a post it note over our cutie marks!" her head swung back as she laughed heartedly. Addressing your question, Starlight looked at Magnolia, Squinting for a second to reach inside for memory. " You know I don't quite recall ever seeing you around, are you sure you're not a lunch lady at the local hay burger or something~?" Starlight quipped, She then shrugged and tried to be cordial but she had a funny bone that was tingling, she put her Inhibitions aside for a moment " She's certainly new to me- but it is nice to meet you Magnolia, Other than coming here for little miss twilight here, what really brings you here~" She said with much humour, not to be taken that phase value or with any seriousness, just a nudge to her mysteriousness.

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa Starlight put her front hoof forward to answer twilight first. "The names Starlight Glimmer, I am not from here, but I come from my own proud little village just across the valley, it’s a very tight nit community of like-minded ponies who value equality" she said to her straight with genuine enthusiasm, "It’s quite a beautiful place, we try very hard to make our community welcome for all who come" she continued with a very proud tone to her voice, she adjusted her stance so that she was staring at the two of them. Her lips pinching together a smile as the gears in her head turned. "so to get to the point, I am looking for a book of spells that would allow me to remove stain surfaces, like symbols or marks. you know, perhaps we could discuss this more inside of the library, maybe with the three of us." It was a bit of a guilty pleasure, talking about her village, she was sure to slip that in whenever she got the chance. She then turned to the other pony., "and perhaps I could get to know you, were you looking for a place to live~?"

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa With fleeting breaths from her multiple tumbles, starlight wobbles up to her hooves like a shaken noodle, birds would be chirping in circles from her head if they could. Starlight paused at twilight question as she open her mouth to speak. "I uh- I think I might be mistakening you for me" she threw in somewhat cheaply as a distraction for what she really felt. The truth was that she did see her before, previous visits to canterlot she had seen her by Celestia school for the gifted, Starlight always kept one eye open just in case. "yeah you and me sure look alike, I mean, you’re purple I am purple~"Coming off a little bit more natural and in tune with her natural awkwardness and humor, starlight continued. "I was actually hoping if you could help me find a book I was looking for?" starlight then shifted a look at the other pony, her on the other hand, she did not see her before, so she thought, she raised an eyebrow at the pony As if to gesture, speak.

@Skylight Scintillate @Props Valroa I am loving this ^^, I am totally fine with this and on board with it. I am interested to see how the dynamics will be with there personalitys.

Hey there, something has recently come to my attention, would we be able to add @Props Valroato our RP? I understand that may completely change the direction of the RP, but if you’re cool with that, I would be down for rolling with the punches.

Everything was going to plan, she thought. Starlight glimmer had spent a few days preparing for this trip, meticulous and cunning would be her middle name if she eaxctly had it her way. She spent a great deal of time communicating who would be second in command in the village of our town, "have to make everything is perfect", she thought with a skip to her step. A smirk bleeding into a devilish little grin, we only take a little bit of research until she could complete what she needed to augment her current approach to removing cutey marks, but she needed more information. It was a long train ride to canterlot, a refreshing wind gusting by her window, as the majestic mountain sides tower over the landscape, she could smell the burning of coal wisp through the train, "what a time to be alive" she said with amused chuckle. The rest of the ride and the eventual walk down to the library, became quite a haze for her, deep in the process of thought and ruminantion. This thought process continued until a large whomping funk tapped her on the horn and forehead, knocking her back onto her bottom. starlight glimmer looked up in a confused haze, confusion setting in as it was quite a bump to the noggin. "Oh- oh wha-" her head spinning a little bit until she shook her head with a rattle. Getting a clear picture of the pony straight in front of her. " Oh I am sorry- I must of been careless " She stared at twilight for a moment and blinked a few times. "Huh.. so I know you from some where, you look familiar."

Spent ten hours cleaning my bedroom and building a huge desk yesterday and I was so tired that I slept deeply.

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