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How is it that the Huntrix song What it sounds like gets you so emotional yet also want to listen to it on repeat?

Got the car. Now for the calls, chats and drives. Than all will be will....for a while.

Calm. Day after thanks giving and LOTS of left overs. Best feeling there is sometimes.

Feeling a bit refreshed, had a shower. Getting lunch from the farmers market.

Sims 4. To let loose your creative and sadistic side.

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC DAYYYY! Which I just learned is a thing! To think that they show is now in it's bratty years of 15! 3 more years (in some countries) And it'll be a legal adult.

Excited and scared. Getting a new car tomorrow. Going down part of a highway series I have never driven on. Afraid of getting it crashed like I did the last car, so soon after getting it and thus having the family go through all the shit we did before plus some. Can't go to my mom cause, though she means will, she doesn't exaclty know how to....sooth things over sometimes. She can be blunt. Very, very blunt.

Why is only Rainbow Dash blue? Why can't the others be a shade of blue, or at least green. Blue is my favourite colour, and they should be called the blue pony group instead. Blue.

Stressed, but maybe see a teeny tiny light at the end of the tunnel. might finally get my new car this weekend. Just need to get the money, and make sure on the day of I have EVERYTHING I need brought with me. Also, expecting to get a supposedly awesome piece of art tomorrow. Families fighting again though, dad's in a play where he gets to have some fun from all the chaos for a few hours. The rest of us can't. This has him, and my mother, fighting. My sibling and I....are getting through it.

Halloween (or as someone correctly said, nightmare night) is almost here! We in Canada need to get through Thanksgiving first (while enjoying some nightmare night festivities along the way because, lets face it: nightmare night is always more exciting than thanksgiving. Least for me) than it's full spooky steam ahead! Spooky podcasts. spooky movies. spooky events. All the frighting fun.

Getting money for the car in 3-5 business days. My sister hates her job were she needs to work on some days from 2 to 12AM at night. Gonna need to pay more for gas. Sisters dog still needs an opperation paid for. Things are looking more and more dire. Fun fact also: these things always seem to happen when my dad's theater season roles around. Least I have the spirit of MLP gen4 to keep me.....sane. Maybe.

Liking my new gaming laptop so far. Also nice how the forums minimum character limit doesnt include spaces. Other social media sites should do this (HINT bluesky)

Tired. Angry. Stressed. Got in a car accident a few days back. My insurance is deciding when to give me the settlement money WHICH I NEED TO GET MY NEW CAR. Oh, while also taking away the rental WHICH I NEEDED UNTIL I GOT MY NEW CAR. RIGHT after an agreement was made, of course. Gotta watch those dollars of which your whole bloody organization works to payout when your clients need, which is why we pay you twice a month to begin with. But what do I know? I'm don't work in insurance, I just use it when I need it WHICH IS THE WHOLE D!@#$N REASON IT EXISTS. Also, feel lonely again. Also also, my sister has a new job, and thus hers, and ours, routine is all fussed up. Which, if you or you know someone who is on the spectrum, is all kinds of stress and anxiety. I like the new hud pic of the forums. Reminds me of earlier years when I didn't have to deal with all this.

Why do cats want to play late in the evening at 10:50PM!? I just want to watch my favourite cartoon till bed time and talk to buddies whenever they show up! Meanwhile my cat wants me to chase her till she hides in a spot I can't reach! it's madenning!

Pretty good. Watching a good animated cartoon on Netflix from the same creators as Rick and Morty.

Or have your servants do that while you enjoy a nice mohjito.

Checked my bank account. Probably shouldn't have. Now am stressed over money tonight. What's worse, is that after the bloody vet appointment, I thought the last expensive month would be over. Least till November. NOPE! Now we're looking at NEXT BLOODY MONTH! My siblings dog may need an operation, which, as those of you who pat for vet appointments, know that that....won't be cheap. They'll need a LOT of helping out. They could help themselves, if an EMPLOYER WOULD HIRE THEM! BUT NO ONE BOTHERS TO GET BACK TO THEM! So whose gonna have to pony up the most of it? Who has the most money for stuff like that ontop of everything else like LIVING EXPENSES and FAMILY TRIPS!?!?!?! Me. That's who. I'm working part time only, my father works full time trying to cover everything else (with what little help myself and my sibling can do) and things are just getting more EXPENSIVE! Gods.....things feel like their just getting worse sometimes.

Meh. Got OT back at my job. Making more money now.

-Sits in corner eating popcorn, watching intently on how things will get interesting.-

Giving Cats medicines is hardddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Maybe the driver needed glasses too? Or you had an evil twin in TN.

Angry and sad. My mother is going through a lot today, fear of her book AND of her missing wallet. So what does she do when things get tough on her? What she always does: Goes on a rampage. Walks around stressed, huffing and puffing, yelling, not asking for help BUT getting mad when people don't help her. I'm lucky as in a few minutes I'll dissapear from all this drama for work soon, but my poor sibling will have to sit through it with our dad. Gods give us strength..... Update: Damn wallet was found. Now all the chaos will end. For today.

Moving to a better job?

Have a new person at work today, spent only one or a few days doing her job with help. Has now been forced to do it on her own for two days now, and still struggles with it. I come in early each day and help out. But she never finishes on time (not her fault) and I always start latter. Much latter in today's case. Now I'm glad for the OT, but I know, for a fact, other people at work will complain about me even though it's not my fault or the new guys. It the complainers, who take the easy way out and carp, rather than wading in to help! Gods help me.