Tense. Very tense. First time opening up as much as I recently did in this group, where as before I learned to be very, very quiet. As the people on previous pages I'm on can be.....un-balanced to be polite. To put it into perspective, it's the equivalent lighting the beakens of Gondor in the threat of the advancing ocrcs, and wonering what to expect. So far, Rohan has answered. Which is a strange feeling to hav something positive come from this experience. Though I wait for the other shoe to drop out of habit, I'm beginning to dare to wonder if there is another shoe at all.
Meant that to be it's own post, not a reponse. Woops.