Midnight Insight

I'm more afraid of suffering than of death, so I would choose to live in my own fantasy world where I know I would never suffer and where I can control how long I can live. Experiencing war in real life terrifies me and I wouldn't hold on for too long in such a hard situation... Too much suffering. Going back to the simulation: the only thing that bugs me is that I don't know why I'm kept alive to stay in that simulation; what do "they" gain keeping me like that? It feels like someone literally gave me heaven, but called it simulation.

To get all the dust in the dustpan without that annoying line left on the floor. He's still sweeping. Which element is the most abundant in the universe?

That sounds heavy... I'm really sorry you've had to go through all that. What you're dealing with isn't normal, it's okay to say it loud and to feel overwhelmed. When there's barely anything you can do, escapism sometimes becomes the only way, so don't blame yourself too much for that. The good part is, as you said, it's the final stretch; so as long as you hold on tight, you'll be doing all you can, given your social context. I wish you best of luck. Stay safe!

Can't believe it's been 5 years since that... Time warped weirdly huh? Love is free to share! You radiate good vibes, I like it, so welcome to the forums!

Hi Max, welcome to the forums

I feel the same about current internet, I hope you find that forum authenticity you're looking for Welcome to the forums!

Welcome to the forums! you have a cute story.

I would like to be an unknown background unicorn or kirin, and just enjoy nature, music and tea parties

Hi Golden Beetle, welcome to the forums Yeah! that's the spirit. A life in which you allow yourself to enjoy what you like is far better than the alternative life in which you don't do it (I know that feeling tho) I wish you best of luck!

Well, I've only been here for three months, so I'm no expert, but I've seen everypony is really kind at the forums, so you can engage in conversations in every part of the forums. You can reply to any mention you find interesting and start a conversation/discussion. If your talk gets too long and you think it would be better to continue via private messages, then you can do so. Personally, I like to check the What are you thinking topic, so I can know better what do we have in common beyond our love for ponies. I have another advice, It's just a QoL tip, but it completelly changed my experience on the forums since I like to wander around here at night: The MLPF+ by Rikifive. It lets you use the Luna theme . It's basically a custom dark mode (custom dark theme = Luna. Custom bright theme = Celestia) for the forums, really beautiful imo. Basically you need to download an extension and copy a code (as shown in the tutorial). It's optional, but really cool tho. BTW, Welcome to the forums Cuddles , I hope you have a fun with us, and remember, you can always PM anypony, they'll probably be happy to help you or chat with you.

Many of my closest friends have had this kind of experience, and since I'm feeling nostalgic today, I really want to hear your stories about it. I'll share mine: 13 years ago when I was a kid, I was playing modded minecraft in one of those wild and anarchic servers where almost everybody wanted to find your base to rob and grief it. I tried several times to progress and have my own base, but there was always a group of experienced players who found out and destroyed it. I was trying to rebuild my base again when I saw him for the first time. Instead of destroying everything, he wanted to team up, and so we did. We shared our Skype and started playing together every afternoon, I remember those days as the best time I've spent playing online with anyone... But I guess nostalgia might be adding more to the mix. I remember the excitement of leaving classes knowing that that afternoon I'd be happily playing with him, and that was it, until one day he didn't show up anymore, he vanished from the server and wouldn't connect to skype anymore. I remember entering the server with the hope of finding him there, but that day never came. After a couple of months, I stopped trying. I hope he's okay wherever he is right now. I know I'll never hear from him again, and probably he doesn't even remember me, but I still wish he's doing well. I miss you shurtu32. So that's my story, sorry for the drama overdose, but I wanted to throw this message in a bottle to the bast ocean of the internet. One last thing: Remember to be careful with your personal information.